I started to fell in love when I was 12. The guy was my classmate. I like the way he smile, talks and laugh. He was in the basketball team...He's cool, like those tall and tough guy we usually saw in the basketball team...I think of him always...and that's why I though it was love. But it was only a crush...
Then, I was 16, I had a boyfriend who was, also, a classmate of mine. He's sitting behind me in the classroom. He likes me first. So he's the one that made the confession first too, of course. I miss him always and I do not know what will happen to me if he leaves me. But, sometimes, I thought this was some kind of habit...like, when you get used to it always...once it's gone, you will feel lost and empty. Then, I know why I feel like this. It was love. you turn around, and you know he always will there, for you; You need a tissue to wipe away your tear, he gives you his shoulder; you're hungry, he bought you your favourite fried-drumstick; he doesn't laugh at you even you look like a terrible mess princess when you wake up in the morning without your make-up on; he said you're beautiful even when there are mud on your face; and he kissed you every morning before he gone for work.....it really will become a habit when you're in love with someone. And I love to called this habit as a life of love.
Yet, love is so very different with like. You love a person and that's make you feel you can't live without him/her. But if you like a person, you don't necessary want to live with them forever. You will still feel happy even if you only see them for one minute a day. You don't mind if they fall in love with other. Perhaps you will have a little green eyes....but sooner or later when you feel they better off without you, you let it go. LOVE, otherwise, is different. You want to save it whenever you think there's might be a scar that gonna left in their heart; you want to cure the wound you caused; you want them to feel safe and happy, around you, not other side. You never want to let go and you promise them you could always be the one for them, forever, and you really wanted to.
I have learned to love a person when I started to feel hurt when I was with someone.I knew why we should love other when I started to feel sad when I saw them cry. Love is a medicine.And with love, you could cure a person who is heart-break; with love, you could make those who is lonely, happy and feel fulfill.So I'm gonna be the doctor of love, HOW ABOUT YOU?
