October Ends

I don't like lollipop at all. It tasted sweet, but bitter when it reach my heart. I bought it, but I didn't eat it. I put it in my bag, in case I will meet you on the street. I bring it along, everywhere, but I don't eat it. I prefer chocolate, more.

I don't leave comment, anymore, on my facebook. I sign in, but I didn't pay much attention. What had happened to my friend? Busy, perhaps, I don't know. I don't ask. I bought a lots of clothes lately, and all of it, reminds me of you. I found out that I choose the same color that you'd always wore. I like the color you choose, as I like white, lots.

But, I don't pass your place anymore. I don't give a damn. I'm not happy. Who cares? The day when you cares, I will far gone. It doesn't matter anymore. Whether I like you or not. Cause I choose to shut up.

Surprisingly, you're not in sight, but you're closer than you were. I don't know you that well. But you won't go away. Thank god! I have such a strong memory. When did I install such an incredible hard disk in my head? I had no answer for that. But I remember everything, too well. Clear in mind.

I won't buy lollipop anymore. I don't hate the sun anymore. I'm not scared of the dark anymore. Let it all end with October. Is not a nightmare.Is not a dream. Is reality, fact....truth. We don't know each other. And I know, we won't know, since you never ask while I always wish I could ask more.So I stop, when you seems like you don't care. Put a full stop.

October Ends. Our story Ends.