I'm Attached.

笨的可以

听你开心说着你的事情　我有一种莫名心跳反应
夜深人静时候　突然想到你
没有原因　没有逻辑　谁能说明

直到分开旅行　我才明白　有好多的话　想说给你听

是我笨的可以　我们早就相遇
我说服我自己　这一切只是友情

是你让我相信　两颗心没有距离
我才发现　原来我爱着你

总是爱作弄我　寻我开心　
从来没有想过　会喜欢你
也许爱情就是没什么道理
缘分来临　措手不及　谁看得清

是我笨的可以　没看穿你的心
还以为这就是爱情无聊的恶作剧

是我笨的可以　我终于面对自己　勇敢证明
我是真的爱你　我是真的爱你

"有一些人　就是不能忘记
可是就只有一个人　你不会忘记　也不要忘记
或许我会喜欢上别人　可是就只有一个人　我想乖乖待在他身边
即使我遇到让我心跳的另一个人　我也没有离开...."

No wonder....Is not easy for me to fall in love with other

'Cause I'm attached! ^^

My colleague said "pokok sakurakah?"

Is not winter. Is not autumn.And it is not spring neither.

But it blossom.Beautifully.On the roadside.

Makes me smile.And stop.And snap a picture. Stop and stare. For couples of minutes.

I thought "it's a miracle"

and said "it's so beautiful".

The whole tree is white plus a little bit pink.

There's no leaves to be seem.

And even there is, it was not green.

How amazing.

Too bad my camera is not very high quality.

If not, 

I could snap a more clear and pretty scene of it.

As you can see, other trees were green.

And it was different.

very different.

And it was its difference that makes it looks real cool and awesome.

I wonder if there is fairy lives on it ^^. 

It brighten my day.

I was smiling the whole day when I think of it.

It really is,

BEAUTIFUL!!!!!

 I can't believe I could see such a tree in Malaysia.

Not in my state neither.

But it exist.

Just like a dream.

A miracle.

Is not Impossible.

^^

Haiz....What A day.....

今天，爸比很早就起床了。他一直都很早就起床的，说什么睡太迟头会痛。而我，懒
洋洋地躺在床上眼睛睁不开。想开也想睡，累死了，困死了。起来的时候，爸比忙
着收拾行李了。他要出发啦。今天中午十二点的飞机。接下来，我又得一个人在家
啦。

早餐，十一点才吃。食物，木瓜和泡面。饮料，豆奶。地点，二楼房间（电脑前面）。
又是个不健康的吃饭习惯。一边上网一边吃。本来明天想约朋友出去玩的。可是因
为眉毛的关系，真的好懒要出门见人。十天过后，十天，就可以正常了吧？那奇怪
又恶心的眉毛，会脱了吧？

这几天都是一个人关店。害我老是想到某某人。想到当初跟他一起关店的日子。唉
┉最近他去爬山了。看到他的照片了。跟她放的相片是同一个地点同一个时间。是
一起去的吧？真好┉他应该听到消息了吧？我会过去的消息。我不知道，可是他们
在那边的消息真的是好像随风漂一样，所以我在这里做什么，他们包括他，都会知
道。真的确定要去的时候，日子也知道了之后，再打给他吧。现在打给他太早了。
万一被取消的话，就惨了。希望能早点收到老板的消息。待在古晋真的太闷了。三
姐回来了，可是我却不能回家陪她，唉┉

眉毛痒死了啦，还要再耐多几天啊？今天整天我又要做什么啊？爸比老是去玩，就
是没带我。唉┉看来相机不能买一千块的了。要省钱啊。就买五百块的吧。真可惜。
没办法了。唉┉

今天是三月里的第二十五天

这几天一直做早班，结果就变成了习惯，八点就会自然醒，虽然眼睛还是想睡。难得
连续两天没做工，我既然没有回家看妈妈，因为ＤＡＤＤＹ没空，我也没办法。待
在房间无所事事，既然想把每一分每一秒的生活、想法，全部写下来。

喜欢的歌又重播了不知多少次，还好隔壁的姐姐不在家，不然她一定以为我疯了。
上网的那一刻，我既然想向所有人说下个月自己要去ＫＬ的事情。看来我兴奋的心
情还没过去。太兴奋了吧？小姐？小心计划有所改变啊，还是别开心的太早。昨天
跟爸爸聊天了，没想到我们聊的话题既然被欣芯看到了。没想到她那么快就看到了，
难道她常常上网吗？其实也没什么不可以的。不过说真的，看到她写的那些，我既
然超高兴。不是因为可以在下个月可以见到她，而是她说为我感到骄傲的那句。看
来我真的很喜欢被看好嘛┉哈哈哈！不过话说回来，能见面那是更好不过了。再说
去到后我是一个人。虽然大姐夫有在，可是要借住他那里还是觉得不太方便，因为
会变成就我们两个…哎呀呀！不好啦。他无所谓，我反而觉得很不好意思耶！

问题是，那附近的旅馆好像都很贵耶。而且到时会一个人睡。说真的，我从来没有
一个人睡旅馆耶，想到就觉得可怕。怕那个朋友啊。哎呀！怕得话就开灯睡觉吧。
反正我可是有付钱的，电要怎么花就怎么花啦。晚上那边应该很美，想出去走走，
可是一个人会很危险啊。烦恼。叫ＴＩＭ做我的保镖吧。不然就叫欣跟我一起过夜。
嘻嘻┉

今天下午要去绣眉。若能早知道老板们要派我出门，我就不乱花钱了。就是因为他
们慢一天来，我已经付了一半的钱了，所以不去就亏了，她哪肯退钱给我的？结果
现在要重新存钱的话也还是买不到我梦想中的相机了。唉┉没办法，只能买便宜的
了。能照得清楚漂亮就好了。因为看样子是无法买那台ＳＯＮＹ　ＴＸ９０了。不
过话说回来，绣眉也是我一直想做的事啦。从今以后起床照镜子时，就不用像以前
那样看不到眉毛了。嘻嘻┉！信心也多加了一点点。

好了，要冲谅了。有话下次再说了。

I Love This Song * World Behind My Wall*

It’s raining today, the blinds are shut.
It’s always the same.
I tried all the games that they play,
but they made me insane.
Life on TV it’s random,
it means nothing to me.
I’m writing down what I cannot see
wanna wake up in a dream.

Oh, oh.
They’re teeling me it’s beautiful.
I believe them, but will I ever know
the world behind my wall.
Oh, oh.
The sun will shine like never before.
One day I will be ready to go,
see the world behind my wall.

Trains in the sky are travelling
trough fragments of time.
They’re taking me to parts of my mind
that no one can find.
I’m ready to fall.
I’m ready to crawl on my kness to know it all.
I’m ready to heal.
I’m ready to feel.

I’m ready to fall.
I’m ready to crawl on my kness to know it all.
I’m ready to heal.
I’m ready to feel.
Take me there!
Oh, oh.
Take me there!
Take me there!
Oh, oh.
They’re teeling me it’s beautiful.
I believe them, but will I ever know
the world behind my wall.

Love* Tokio Hotel*

Happy !!!

心情棒极了。

六月不去台北了。秋天时才去。

六月若可以，想跟某某约会见面。

收到好消息的那一刻，我既然想第一个告诉，你。

想说，下个月我就去找你啦。

嘻嘻┉

今天，想跟爸爸说话

最近，生活是差不多一样没错。可是却发生了开心的事。要做一个领导不简单，我发
现我是个很严格又很要求完美的人。他们不听话真的很气人。我真的搞不懂为什么
他们就是那么的没目标。对自己没有要求，没有梦想，每天上班下班就为了那几百
块，几百块怎么活得了？现在或许能，以后呢？将来呢？够用吗？才怪。

在公司里，做工做久了，我发现另一件事，那就是我不喜欢当简单的角色。另外一
个说法是，我很在乎职位。我要爬得更高。我的梦想不简单。我更不喜欢被人瞧不
起。我的要求很高。爸爸，这样有没有错啊？说真的，今天不是来问你意见的。我
是来告诉你好消息的。我知道我自己要什么。我已经看到我要什么了。现在只要努
力、努力、继续努力就对了。我相信，总有一天，我一定可以坐上那个位子的。有
些人，你就是要看他不顺眼，你才会拼了命也要把他打败的。而有些人，你就是要
崇拜他，然后以他为目标，为榜样，向他学习，变成更好的自己的。

爸爸，我没进大学，说真的也不见得是坏事啊。我现在很努力。我也学了很多东西。
我的老板说，做工不是一定要靠经验才能当经理的，只要你努力、肯做，证明你是
可以的，你一定有机会马上升级的，不许等到十年，更不用一定要累积十年的经验
的。我很喜欢他们的职位。我要的位子，就在那边。我有自己的部门了。老板们很
看好我的。之前只负责服务部，我是小小的服务部长，现在我开始带华语书进了。
我是第一个耶。厉害吧？接下来，我又有另外一个部门要管了。那就是专业部的书。
那些大学或是专业人士专用的书。所以加起来，我负责三个部门。刚开始是有点怕，
可是现在开始，我反而很兴奋。因为代表有更多的好学，有更多的机会接触那些大
老板。被他们骂我无所谓。我喜欢跟他们商量。喜欢听他们的意见。因为他们很有
经验，他们懂得更多，是学习的好对象。这样我更可以在有限的时间内学无限的知
识。这样，他们更看得到我的存在，这样，我就不是什么小角色了。就算我真的小，
我也受重视，这是好事。所以我很开心。爸爸应该也很开心对吧？至少，你不用为
我担心了。说真的，我很想你的。如果你还在，你一定可以以我为荣的。就可惜你
老是没看到。我一直都很优秀，很听话┉可是你就是没有看到┉

昨天，这些大老板来了。我也跟他们聊了不少。他们很支持我的华语部门。说不管
是什么，只要是觉得管用的意见，都可以提出来，能帮的一定会帮。更开心的是，
他们要送我去ＫＬ，ＭＶ或是１Ｕ，让我在那边学习。而且很快的，我就要出发了。
下个月，他们说，下个月就会派我过去了。可能会过去几天，或一两个礼拜也说不
定。目前还不知道会去多久，可是他们说越早派我过去越好。哇！我好开心啊。可
以顺便去玩。哈哈哈┉而且说不定还可以见某某人。说到某某人，爸爸应该还不知
道吧？这个某某人跟我们同姓，只是他用的是跟姐夫一样的。他是我的上司。去年
认识的。也是个很厉害的。自称是二十五说的三十岁大哥。也跟姐夫同一个家乡的。
难道从那边来的都应该很厉害吗？？？刚开始是很怕他，可是现在变好朋友了┉也
开始┉嘻嘻，喜欢他咯。不是故意的。爱情要来时，谁阻止的了？当然，这也是我
自己单恋啦。他嘛┉不知道勒，应该有对象了吧？我不问。问了很奇怪耶。怎样？
八卦的下属吗？他这样想的话怎么办？

昨天，我跟大老板一起吃饭。哇！！吃了好多好多啊！好饱好饱！好好吃！老板大
方得很，点了很多点心，所以我就一直往嘴里塞啦，哈哈哈┉他也对我很好，不停
夹给我，也很幽默，跟他吃饭不会压力。虽然说刚开始我是很紧张没错。可是看到
食物来了，我就忘了什么是压力。哈哈哈┉可能是太饿了。我接近三点才吃耶。哪
有人三点才吃午餐的？所以我就大吃一顿了。他们聊天，我只负责听还有笑，剩的，
就交给我来吃吧。哈哈哈┉昨天真是太棒了！尤其是他们说要送我去ＫＬ的那件事。
我的压力通通都被抛开了。虽然不知道去到时要去哪里住，可是我还是很兴奋。被
老板看好的感觉真的棒极了。

爸爸，那天遇到家福了。他不认得我了。哈哈哈┉我说过啦，下次遇到你，我一定
会更漂亮的，我做到啦。漂亮到他认不出来了。嘻嘻！我跟他打招呼了。我很有礼
貌吧？嘻嘻！我没有恨他。就像之前说的一样，我一点都不讨厌他。这是好事，代
表我放下了，原谅了，对吧，爸？那个小家伙我也忘了。我以为会记得很久。没想
到那么快就觉得没什么了不起了。是我很无情？太无所谓？还是我恢复得很快？哭
过就算了？可能吧。生活里，重要的事很多，有记得过就够了。

对于那个某某人，我也没要求太多。我知道接下来的日子里，我们肯定会再见面，
而且是经常的见面。我直觉很准的。一定会再见的。另外一件让我很开心的事是，
他并不是故意不回我信息的。新年的时候，他的电话出了问题，好几天都收不到信
息。所以他不是故意的。我说寄了很多封你都没反应就不理你了，你听了那边笑。
然后跟我讨号码，说不知什么时候弄丢了我的号码的。爸爸，这个某某给了我很多
信心还有鼓励的。就是因为他的出现我才有了新的想法还有目标的。刚开始我很容
易受不了的，动不动想放弃，想辞职。就是因为他，我才变了。要嘛，就要做到最
好。另外一个原因是因为，我不想输给他，被他瞧不起。或许他从来都没有看不起
我，但是我就是不想，以后，在他面前时，显得很笨，什么都不会。爸，就是他教
了我不少，如何当一个队长，怎么去管那些没用的家伙。还有，要我当坏人的，就
是他了。我啊，真的很坏啊。哈哈哈┉不知道勒，是因为崇拜，所以喜欢？还是因
为喜欢，所以崇拜？可是啊，恐怖的是啊，他是上司。女人啊，除了不可以喜欢已
婚的男人，另外一个不可喜欢的，就是上司啊，因为上司对你好，都是为了利用你
的潜能，而不是感情上或爱情上的好啊。很危险的。到最后，受伤的还是我自己啊。
啊啊！不过没关系，我恢复得很快。嘻嘻！爱过就算了。老爸！我们一起加油吧！

Is TOMORROW!

I am, NOW, very nervous. Stress? a Little. About Tomorrow.Is 23rd March, right? Yeah, and they're coming. They're coming....for what? Some sort of spot check perhaps.All I  know is, OHHH....! I These "old folks". When I told Tim about these "old folks", he laughed. COZ I called all these big boses "old folks". Yes, they are old man, like those oldest that will always come along with advises and bla bla bla.....like your parent, teacher...uncle aunty, grandpa and grandma....that's why I called them "old folks". They come for meeting I guess. Or some discussion about MPH The Spring.What should we do and don't. How to improve the sale and attract more customer??? Ok...what should I say when I first meet them? How to greet? Could I just say "hi"? Ohhh! That's really stupid. What will they ask? For sure they have a lot to ask since they never meet me before.I don't even know who are they and what is their position. How big are they? COO? CEO? General manager? Merchandise Senior Exec??? ARgh!!!!!!!!!!! Mama Mia!!!!

7 years...!

Remember 12nd March every year? There is something to celebrate on that day...ever year. That's the date I first dated with my bf and that's the day I started to attached to someone. Try to count it, and the result that I get is WOW !!! We had been together for seven years! OUCH! That's something to celebrate, aren't we? But we had been so busy(lame excuse) til we forget to date each other on that particular day....(maybe it was becoz we always be with each other everyday....See it?? EVERYDAY!So it makes...nothing special coz I stare at YOUR face everyday!

Ok...but that's not the point. The point is...I did celebrate something. That day. I was happy.About something.That day. But it did not come with something about my bf. It was something else.Someone else. In which, this someone else is not here,with me. Weird huh? Is a phone call I'd made. And it's because of someone I talked to.....I started to smile.....


to be continued...

Today I Feel like BABY BABY BABY OHHH!!!!!!!!

You know you love me,I know you care

Just shout whenever, And I'll be there

You want my love, You want my heart

And we will never ever ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing

Were just friends, What are you saying

Said theres another, Look right in my eyes

My first love broke my heart for the first time,

And I was like

Baby, baby, baby ohhh

Like baby, baby, baby noo

Like baby, baby, baby ohh

I thought youd always be mine mine

Baby, baby, baby ohh

Like baby, baby, baby noo

Like baby, baby, baby ohh

I thought youd always be mine,mine (oh oh)

For you, I would have done whatever

And I just can't believe, we ain't together

And I wanna play it cool, But I'm losin' you

I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring

And im in pieces, Baby fix me

And just shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

Im going down, down, down, dooown

And I just cant believe my first love would be around.

And I'm like

Baby, baby, baby ohh

Like baby, baby, baby noo

Like baby, baby, baby ohh

I thought youd always be mine, mine

bY....Justin BIeber-16

What about Now?

Shadows fill an empty heart

As love is fading,

From all the things that we are

But are not saying.

Can we see beyond the scars

And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.

And open up to

The ways you made me feel alive,

The ways I loved you.

For all the things that never died,

To make it through the night,

Love will find you.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes

To start a new day.

This broken heart can still survive

With a touch of your grace.

Shadows fade into the light.

I am by your side,

Where love will find you.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love, it never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

Now that we're here,

Now that we've come this far,

Just hold on.

There is nothing to fear,

For I am right beside you.

For all my life,

I am yours.

Options

I choose purple. Rain. Ignore. Laugh. Email.

Song-of-the day~Already GONE. Kelly Clarkson/Chris Daughtry. Keep repeating. Over you.

Borrow a book. Entitled Circle of Desire by Keri Arthur. No more encyclopedia. Tired of it.

Facebook? Farmville. Not free. Dropping to say hi? No way. Way too busy(too annoying/too mad-choose to ignore/escape)

HOUSEKEEPING.The shelves are very untidy.Messy.

Is not impossible. I just have to work harder and harder.I'm not scared. I hate some of the customer. Am I running a way?

Don't stop. While it's hurt, it reminds you how to heal thyself. Read it before? Nop. I don't like the author.

I don't like to stay with them. Strangers.

Thinking about quit my job. Thinking about leaving this house.

Way to go. Just need to decide.Not in a rush.

T.K.H

很久不见了。

你不认得我是谁了。我却认得你是谁。看来我的记忆力真的很好。还是说我变得真
的太多了，所以你认不出我来了。

其实都不要紧的。只是我万万没想到会再见到你。更没有想到会在这种情况下见面
的。如果你没过来问话，我想我根本就不可能知道你来过。对啊，你怎么会来书店
啊？你不是那种会乖乖看书的人啊。所以我从来都没想过，会在这里遇到你。而且，
也从没希望会遇到你的。

可是，就是今天。我们就是见面了。隔了六年。六年后我们再次见面。我还记得你。
而你，没有。可能你从来都没有记得过我吧。再说，我本来就不是很受欢迎。或长
得很特别，会让人留下深刻印象的人。

好笑的是，我既然一看到你，就问你不就是那个谁吗？就是他啊。然后，你笑笑地
问回我，你又知道我是谁？我问你，你不认得我了吗。你说不知道。我说了名字之
后，你有点吓倒。不过还是一样笑笑。就跟以前一样。就是那么爱笑。像快乐的小
孩子一样。看起来还是一样。一样年轻。我不知道你伸出手的那一刻本来想说什么，
可是我既然先抢着对你说新年快乐。你问我在这里做很久了吗。我说快一年了。我
不知道为什么会跟你打招呼。现在想起来真是丢脸得要死。真不应该跟你打招呼的。
装着不认识你应该到最后都不会认出我来的。哎呀！真笨！

不过说真的，我心跳加速是干嘛？

好久不见了，陈家福

Dated in Ipoh Town Kopitiam

Haven't go out with other guy beside my bf for couples of months since he & he's gone. But off I go today, this morning, til the afternoon, about 1pm, almost 1pm I mean. Yeah, we'd promised to meet up on 10am.Since he said he gonna be late, a bit.So perhaps he might get to my place around 10.30 something. That's why, I was kind of slow with all my dress-up and make-up(intentionally actually).Well, I always slow when it comes to make-up since there's always music around(which I turn it on almost everyday-the 1st thing I do in my every new day) and make me shake around with it.That's why I'm kind of slow with the put-on of my make up, coz I don't pay full attention on it. But then, OH GOD! He reached on time. Just a few minutes past ten and there he was, out in the yard, in his car,waiting. He called, the phone's ringing.I didn't pick up, coz I haven't done yet with my mascara. Argh! I don't have time to put on the eye shadow then. WHY is he so early?? Ringtone's end. Then ring again. I picked up and pretended I don't know he is already down there and said "you'd reached my place ready?" and "alright, I'm coming out" in which I didn't, but back to the mirror and continue with my mascara.

Ok, the question. Who is he? Named Iskandar Hamid. Hamitshu? Is an Iban mixed with chinese guy who is a muslim. And we dont know each other til last friday? Or Saturday? I dont remember. We talked. Quite lot that day, and then I past him a scorecard in order to have his comments on my service and comments on MPH. Then,perhaps, he's kind of misunderstanding and thought that I liked him?? And there he was yesterday, came to my counter. I thought he's looking for some book but then he said he was just dropped by to say hi.So, he asked me out for a drink. and WEIRD. I just said "ok". Why? Coz I don't think he's a bad guy? Or ....he's friendly and we do could chat along. But 1st thing 1st, I do NOT FALL in love with him. We're merely just friend. He's humor.Sweet? Nop. Friendly? Yup. Make me laugh? Oh yeah.

So here we were. In Ipoh Town Kopitiam. Sit down and chat( Like a couple of OLD friend who havent meet for years). I dont know why I'm here.But then I really was, out a guy for a.....DATE?? The last time I having meal alone with a guy who wasn't my bf was?? Last christmas. Yeah, with Tim. And it'd been for about two months....yeah, two months had past. I missed him. But he didn't. How sad. I'm not using this Hamid to forget him. I just thought that, I have to move on with my own life. Without him. That's all

Over You

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Start Again

 农历新年过去了。今年的新年，不怎么热闹。家里的人不多，来拜年的客人也不多。

喜欢上了ＫＥＳＨＡ。她的歌都很不错。听了又听。ＬＡＤＹ　ＧＡＧＡ　的ＢＡ
Ｄ　ＲＯＭＡＮＣＥ也是我的最爱。好久没有上网种菜了。以为之前种的都枯死了。
可是，没有耶。怎么回事？我也不清楚。都过了一两个礼拜啦。不是应该都枯死了
吗？我甚至自己之前到底种了什么都忘了。今天去看，原来是玫瑰花。我还是一样
喜欢玫瑰。就像我很喜欢自己叫ＲＯＳＥ一样。这个名字让我觉得自己很特别。真
的要感谢大姑，帮我取了这么美的名字。不然，我就只是个黄秀玲。什么都不是的
黄秀玲。闷透了的名字。不是讨厌爸爸取的这个名字，而是讨厌那个叫黄秀琳的人。
讨厌她用了这个名，还把它弄脏了。所以我才会到处跟人家说，我叫ＲＯＳＥ。不
管到了哪里，自我介绍时，我都说，我的名字叫ＲＯＳＥ。当然，我不会把黄秀玲
这个名字给换掉。这是爸爸给我，唯一的礼物。最重要的礼物。就算我怎么不喜欢，
我还是会留着，因为我喜欢爸爸。

最近的生活蛮静的。我也不怎么上网去看某某人在干嘛了。不看了。因为那个混蛋
从没回我过一次信息。甚至给个新年的祝福都没有。所以，算了。不管了。我把自
己的事情做好，管好该管的，就行了。昨天是一号。新的一月里的第一天。以为我
会打电话向你求救吧？不好意思！ＮＯ　ＷＡＹ！再也不要动不动就向你展现自己
的软弱。我是很多东西不懂没错，可这不代表我是个什么都不会的笨蛋。还有别人
可以教我的。我甚至可以向ＥＬＬＩＳ求救啊，为何遍得是你？可以说我幼稚，就
因为你不回我信息所以生闷气，没关系。可是我就是很不爽。觉得很可恶。觉得自
尊心受损。你这个臭王八蛋！！！算了…

去部落格看看了。看了自己之前写了的。
在那同时也看了ＬＡＤＹ　ＧＡＧＡ的ＭＶ。哈哈哈…她真的像个疯子一样。很出
色的疯子。真是服了她。
今天的早餐很不健康。吃了两粒橙，然后喝了一杯可乐。看来我也疯了。不过这个
感觉很好。把食物放在锅里想弄热，结果因为太投入在上网，焦了、锅都黑了，午
餐都没了。哈哈┉

这个月，要努力的省钱啊。要经常带便当。六月要出发了。到时要好好玩个够，因
为很久没出国了。ＰＡＳＳＰＯＲＴ都过期几年了。去的时候，我会把坏的、痛的
…通通带走。然后，丢掉。

ＴＯ：某某人
谢谢。还有，祝你幸福。