Because of Me

Something's wrong.

He said she suspected something. And..... I did not received any news from him since the day I started to work here. She asked him weird question. He's trying to protect me, so he said he doesn't know me that well.

Because of me.

He teached me patiently. He explained everything, which he did not did it before. She told me he only know how to order, so some people is not satisfy.

Because of me.

He will comes back. We promise to have some breakfast together. So he said he will come back.

Because of me.

But now. She's upset. She knew something is wrong(but in fact, there's still nothing change between us).Maybe something had started to change between them. Maybe he started to hide something from her. Maybe he wanted to let go. Maybe.....okay, it just a MAYBE. Yeah, maybe.

Because of me.

She knew is something to do with me. Is she really sure that she's right? How does she know it is something to do with me? I don't do anything stupid so far. Then why me?

Because of me.

Am I mess up the thing? Hey! I never do anything that might destroy your relationship with him,okay? Never did I have a feeling want to show up and just grab him away from you. If I really did, for sure he will long gone. Away from you. As I am very sure and know who am I. For sure I will win, if you call this is a battle. I will win, as no one teach me to lose. I had been trained to win all this while. I only want to win. Thats why I never say no, as thats the way I train myself up. You bring me down once, I will stronger twice.

Because of me.

Ask yourself. Why are you scare? Lack of confidence? Then you could kill yourself. Lack of confidence could be really scary. It could kill yourself within a second. Want to try? Go to the mirror and say to yourself, " I look ugly." How do you feel now? hehehehe.....Sorry, that's not working on me. I AM not that weak. I WILL not kill myself. and, I AM not that inconfidence.

Because of me.

Is he breaking up with you? How do you feel? Being cheated? Then tell yourself there's more good guy out there. Why scare? Why weep? Why down? I will not be with him. No matter how. We are nothing but colleague. Sorry. I never mean to screw up your life. We are not meant to be with each other. I'm already gone. Okay?

Because of me.

I never thought I will be this "bad girl". Hahaha....