Pink Nails

I suppose to go out now. But, instead of having a wonderful night with him(maybe having myself another cappucino again), I sit in the room, glared at the screen....fingers on keyboard.

The music is on. The mood was gone. The song is repeating.

Whenever you heard the song that played by my PC is keep on repeating, it means something is wrong with my mood.

I color up my toes. Purple. And my fingers. Pink nails. I once told him: " I'm a fashion queen!" I was so proud of myself when I said so. And I was happy, that time. As I own his time the whole day. I was with him. And only him realized that, I put very bright color on my fingers.

I did it again, just a few minutes ago. It reminds me of him. I suppose to go out....

But I think....I will stuck here the whole night. Listening to the same song. Until I am really really tired. Then I will sleep........