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Monday, June 27, 2011

原谅

请原谅我的过错。
原谅我的无知。
原谅我的固执。
还有原谅我的过分(若你真的曾觉的我是个很过分的女人的话)。

对你的不解。我想到了最后我还是不会了解。

是听到了一点关于你的事情。你来到我们的队里,现在变成了,减轻了我的负担,曾经对你的指责,我觉得算了,因为看到你在改进了。没错,至少,我可以放心的让你一个人去负责那一切,而我只要知道你有没有继续负责任到底就够了。

对你的不解。弄懂了是一点,我也不会问太多,因为你不是我的对手,你也永远都不会是。甚至,我该不该多了解你,我想那也就算了,因为你连你的家人都没办法应付,又何苦去了解我为什麽不想了解你呢?

对不起,我要求的是完美。我要,最好的。

对不起,我的责任感很重。

对不起,若这些日子来,让你幸苦了。我看到你的付出,真的。

谢谢你。还有,请原谅我。

Saturday, June 25, 2011

I'm Your Big Fanz!!

There's always a thing that you like most in your life. A thing that, no matter what or how or when, when you have it in your hand, you'll feel happy.

I love music. And I have a few singers that I used to listen to their songs & musics.But there's only one, that I love most and never miss her album. Even though I don't buy all her albums and don't keep all her pics in my wallet/post her poster in my bedroom, wear clothes just like the way she is or put on make-up like her fabulous eyes. But I listen to all her songs and know her style/way of produce her musics. I don't know her biography that much, but I know she was small, was a Canadian, just divorced last year and, she has a super duper fantastic voice.

Her first album, named "Let Go". She was 17 then. She looks so naive but lots of teenagers like her style. Include me.



My favorite song was(most of the songs in this album were my favourite actually) but the one I like most was Tomorrow.



I never lie. She really does, has amazing voice. Her second album was named "Under My Skin". I don't know why she named it that way, but that is so-her-way, the punk princess. And I guess she never will deny that.



The same make up, but she changes a bit, where she wore skirts(in her punk way). Favourite song? Nobody's home. Bring in some sorrow and loneliness, but touch and tough as well.



I've wait for years and years. When I finally get her news, she was married.Hmmm...then I thought, perhaps she won't release any more album after that. As this always happen don't they? When a famous international artist/singer stop to sing, is because they're married and have kids and families to handle...So is a bit upset me but she was still, the prettiest bridegroom I ever seen. I felt happy for her, she was 21 then. But had grown up into a lady. Elegant lady. Surprises she gave to everyone, she released an albums after she married. The third one named "The Best Damn Thing".



She was married. I guess she's pretty much happy with her new life with her lovely hubby by her side, that was why she named her new album " The Best Damn Thing"? Yeah, marry was a best and damn thing, I agreed on that too. But when I heard her song "When You're Gone" in this album and watch the video clip, I was speechless once again about her talent. I adored her more. I even sing this song every time when I have chance in the Kbox. It was my favourite song !!



I thought she was happy with her wedding. But I was wrong. Or should I say, she was happy, once. But not again. So they split. They divorced. Then, here comes her new and latest album, "Goodbye Lullaby". Which released on March 8, 2011. Even though I have yet purchased the CDs myself, I already listen to all of the songs in it. Still in her way and style, I repeat the CD which I download and copy all her songs in the car everyday when I drive and everyday when I start my day. Is perfectly perfect.

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She makes me smile, just like her song "SMILE". She makes me asked " Are you for real?" in her song "4 Real". And I really wish she was here, as my heart do sing "Wish You Were Here" too. I love her, I guess I will always will.




And guess what?? She had released her perfume too!! The first one was Black Star, while the second and latest one was Forbidden Rose!!



Unfortunately I don't know what is the smell of the perfume.



And I wonder when will it be available in my place, this bull-shit little city.



The one that I wanted most is the second perfume, the Forbidden Rose.



Because there's a "rose" in the name, I wonder does the perfume smell of roses as well? Which is my favourite flower and my special name.

Avril even voiced a character in the animated film, Over the Hedge, which I have DVD on that animation too.




She has a wide smile, doesn't she??

She write song for the film "Alice In the Wonderland", named "Alice" as well.




I say, she is beautiful. I mean it.








And hot too. You agree on that too,right?












I Love Avril Ramona Lavigne, aka Avril Lavigne, The Best Damn Punk Princess.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

I Love You so.

Sunshine.

Orange's Fiction.

Detective Conan.

You and You.

I Love You So.

“什麽样的爱情最残忍?”
“我告诉你,不被承认的爱情最残忍。”

“对不起,我没能好好爱你,
可我就是爱你,还爱你。”

“而我无论如何也希望把我和他的事写下来。”
“为什麽?”
“因为我确定我这辈子不会再这么爱一个男人了。”

My heart is open. Tell me you feel the same.

Monday, June 6, 2011

Doctor

Don't worry when everything is going to over.

As I already let everything drop back to zero.

Don't cry too loud when what left was only memories.

As you did fell in love, don't you?

Don't call for the doctor.

As you're your own doctor.

The pain can be felt, because you cause it to.

Now, remember, the doctor is in your heart.