这次是真的心痛。不，应该是说，这次是比以前的更痛。
看着他挣扎着，拼了命的喊着“不要！”的时候。心里感觉不到痛是假的。
人越来越大，越有感情。长大了，就会懂什麽是爱。也开始会选择，选择自己要去哪里，应该去哪里。
就算是个小孩子。也会懂的。
姐姐又是如何的咽下那一口水，忍住自己的眼泪？
以后，会很难分离的。因为他长大了。他懂了。他明白的，谁是谁，谁爱他。
很辛苦的，他们俩母子的离别。虽然我可能感觉不到是多么的痛。可是我明白。多多少少都懂的。
以后一定不会有事的。说好了一定不会有事的。
女人不是轻易掉眼泪。那一颗眼泪，是多么的痛，多么的悲。又有谁懂。坚强的人，是谁，又有谁懂？
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Monday, October 24, 2011
News Spread Fast on Internet =)
I read this on Facebook today:
"If you cry at trouble, it grows double;
But if you laugh at trouble, trouble will disappear just like bubble."
It's a positive phrase that keep people going in their life.
I knew Steve Jobs died because of cancer on Facebook. I learnt that Marco Simoncelli passed away on his crash in Sepang on Youtube.
Thank to Facebook and Youtube, I know news that I never thought I will learn to know. Because am lazy to read newspaper, switch to music or song when the radio read on news for the day, and switch channel on TV or turn to read books when news on 8 is going to start.
Don't say it is bad when you're addicted to Facebook or online(whatever network). Because for me, it is this Facebook and Youtube that keep me aware of news that happened around the world.
Don't blame me for sitting in front of the PC !! hehe...
"If you cry at trouble, it grows double;
But if you laugh at trouble, trouble will disappear just like bubble."
It's a positive phrase that keep people going in their life.
I knew Steve Jobs died because of cancer on Facebook. I learnt that Marco Simoncelli passed away on his crash in Sepang on Youtube.
Thank to Facebook and Youtube, I know news that I never thought I will learn to know. Because am lazy to read newspaper, switch to music or song when the radio read on news for the day, and switch channel on TV or turn to read books when news on 8 is going to start.
Don't say it is bad when you're addicted to Facebook or online(whatever network). Because for me, it is this Facebook and Youtube that keep me aware of news that happened around the world.
Don't blame me for sitting in front of the PC !! hehe...
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Sport News
Hello, blogger Darling.
Do you like sports? Have you ever participate and involve yourself in those hotty and sweaty sports to release tension and get healthier or feel great? Well, honestly I do. Or should I say, I did? Hardly, on and off, sort of, you know. Yup, am super lazy in sport thingy. Go for jog once in a while,perhaps a month, or two month. And there's none of any sports that really attract me. But at least, I do like badminton and basketball. And ballet, I think(even though that was long time ago, cause I was totally impressed for those gals who become ballerina when I watch Olympic in TV). I fell in love with those who played basketball, but not for badminton, I don't think Lee Chong Wei is handsome no matter how, he's too thin and always lose to Lin Dan, too bad. Oh, that's not the point I wrote for today. Yeah, I do like people who plays basketball and believe it or not, my first love(not real love or true love, just some puppy love, but leave a deep impression and remembrance in me) was a guy who played basketball, even until now he's still strong on that, but the truth is, he's weak in staring at me, cause he never looks at me, you know, to realize that am not that bad anyway. And, kick him away, the story now is my boyfriend is a basketball player too. Not as strong as that puppy-love-guy, but at least, he was(once, before I mean). That is why he was tall, that tall, A big head taller than I do.
Oh...back to the point again, I watched football with my bf today. Not that I'm really watching at it. I brought book with me " Red is for Remembrance" and ordered myself Tea C Peng and French Fries. I'm not supposed to be there. Because I don't keen to football, not to any of those sporty thingy besides basketball and badminton. I remembered I did watch badminton games with my bf before, that was first time and until now, could be considered as the last as well because it had last for long I couldn't recall how many years had past and we don't go for another games show together again. Okie, so we're there, Kuching Station, a malay cafe where everyone, almost everyone ordered this "Lelapan Ayam"(there is fish as well to choose); when they finished their dishes, they locked their eyes on the screen, LCD flat screen that hang above. Focusing on the tiny ball that been kicked here and there among the blue and red uniform player. Manchester United vs Man City. I wasn't concentrate at all. Not until the shout goes like this "Owwwwww........!!!" They applauded, they shrieked(for seconds), they laughed, then they commented. Hmmm....so this is how it felt, to watch football in a cafeteria. I knew it actually. I knew it before I was there to feel it myself. Because I saw it in TV. The different is, it felt so alive.haha...
And guess what, I know nothing about football but I do know who is Manchester United. As I heard it before, the name was too famous I heard it before when I was in high-school. That was all I know. I do know another group that called Liverpool. Both of this is famous enough for someone like me to know. So in my mind, both of this groups, should be, supposed to be, very strong and tough enough to win the game. But I was wrong. Very very wrong. Tonight, I mean. Because they fail the game, disappointed their fans. They lose the game. Been beaten so badly and attacked so fiercely. Ha!!And all in a sudden, I don't think they are that GREAT!! Auch!! I thought you guys will win man! 1-6!!! Man City score 3 ball within 5 mins and you guys could do nothing. Hmmm....I bet you're crying now(with no tears). I know how it feels.
Okie. I admit. I quite enjoy the game, anyway. Quite fun, in a way. Especially when you heard them scream and shout. But definitely not in a way when the malay teens shouted their stupid words, who probably trying to show-off that they're cool(which is not at all). oFF we went home with pappy's team acted so much like a loser.haha. Never mind, they are still rich with money in their pocket, nothing to upset about, for them.
That' s all for tonight.
Rest In Peace for Marco Simoncelli, may God be with you, Amen.(I felt sad with his dead, even though I don't know who he is. But it's hurt to see him crash in his game, and died instantly with his-so-young-age).
Do you like sports? Have you ever participate and involve yourself in those hotty and sweaty sports to release tension and get healthier or feel great? Well, honestly I do. Or should I say, I did? Hardly, on and off, sort of, you know. Yup, am super lazy in sport thingy. Go for jog once in a while,perhaps a month, or two month. And there's none of any sports that really attract me. But at least, I do like badminton and basketball. And ballet, I think(even though that was long time ago, cause I was totally impressed for those gals who become ballerina when I watch Olympic in TV). I fell in love with those who played basketball, but not for badminton, I don't think Lee Chong Wei is handsome no matter how, he's too thin and always lose to Lin Dan, too bad. Oh, that's not the point I wrote for today. Yeah, I do like people who plays basketball and believe it or not, my first love(not real love or true love, just some puppy love, but leave a deep impression and remembrance in me) was a guy who played basketball, even until now he's still strong on that, but the truth is, he's weak in staring at me, cause he never looks at me, you know, to realize that am not that bad anyway. And, kick him away, the story now is my boyfriend is a basketball player too. Not as strong as that puppy-love-guy, but at least, he was(once, before I mean). That is why he was tall, that tall, A big head taller than I do.
Oh...back to the point again, I watched football with my bf today. Not that I'm really watching at it. I brought book with me " Red is for Remembrance" and ordered myself Tea C Peng and French Fries. I'm not supposed to be there. Because I don't keen to football, not to any of those sporty thingy besides basketball and badminton. I remembered I did watch badminton games with my bf before, that was first time and until now, could be considered as the last as well because it had last for long I couldn't recall how many years had past and we don't go for another games show together again. Okie, so we're there, Kuching Station, a malay cafe where everyone, almost everyone ordered this "Lelapan Ayam"(there is fish as well to choose); when they finished their dishes, they locked their eyes on the screen, LCD flat screen that hang above. Focusing on the tiny ball that been kicked here and there among the blue and red uniform player. Manchester United vs Man City. I wasn't concentrate at all. Not until the shout goes like this "Owwwwww........!!!" They applauded, they shrieked(for seconds), they laughed, then they commented. Hmmm....so this is how it felt, to watch football in a cafeteria. I knew it actually. I knew it before I was there to feel it myself. Because I saw it in TV. The different is, it felt so alive.haha...
And guess what, I know nothing about football but I do know who is Manchester United. As I heard it before, the name was too famous I heard it before when I was in high-school. That was all I know. I do know another group that called Liverpool. Both of this is famous enough for someone like me to know. So in my mind, both of this groups, should be, supposed to be, very strong and tough enough to win the game. But I was wrong. Very very wrong. Tonight, I mean. Because they fail the game, disappointed their fans. They lose the game. Been beaten so badly and attacked so fiercely. Ha!!And all in a sudden, I don't think they are that GREAT!! Auch!! I thought you guys will win man! 1-6!!! Man City score 3 ball within 5 mins and you guys could do nothing. Hmmm....I bet you're crying now(with no tears). I know how it feels.
Okie. I admit. I quite enjoy the game, anyway. Quite fun, in a way. Especially when you heard them scream and shout. But definitely not in a way when the malay teens shouted their stupid words, who probably trying to show-off that they're cool(which is not at all). oFF we went home with pappy's team acted so much like a loser.haha. Never mind, they are still rich with money in their pocket, nothing to upset about, for them.
That' s all for tonight.
Rest In Peace for Marco Simoncelli, may God be with you, Amen.(I felt sad with his dead, even though I don't know who he is. But it's hurt to see him crash in his game, and died instantly with his-so-young-age).
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Friday, October 21, 2011
第八年。
We had been together for eight years now. If you want to know. Or maybe you just don't care. Because I will always be there whenever you need me, and want me to be, here, with you. Am I right? So you never think of, that perhaps one day, you will losing me, and it will be too late for you to figured out that I'm not longer there when you need me.
Was it too long?
Nope. Not really. At least for me, is not. I'm still in the progress of loving you. More and more. Maybe just a little bit more everyday, but don't you think that's more than enough, because you have me, loving you. Yes, is me, and it is not someone else who you don't know, you don't love, you don't care and she's not belongs to you? Yeah, you should be grateful with those days,these days, in our future-days as well, that I'm here, and I'm going to be there too.
I always love the way I am. And I love you for who you are. Just that, well...something do change between us on this eighth year. Something harmful and had left a scar or should I say nightmare? Mark? a dark shadow? I don't know. I don't want to lose you. Never will. Never want to. I don't know how you feel. Are you for real? When you say those words? I don't get it sometimes even though I do know it is not as complicated as I thought sometimes. Really, is not. What you meant is what you mean. And that's it.
I trust you. So please don't let me down.
I appreciate every minutes every moments I have with.
I'm happy. I'm satisfied(maybe sometimes I don't, but I always accept you, for you're the one I always need, remember?). And,
I'm in love.
So please don't let it change.
The love between us.
Don't let it go. Never, please, let it go.
Is not easy to get here. Is not easy to find me. Is not easy to have me. Remember?
Let us be together. Til the end of the world.
I love my Pappy =)
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Mr Korea
喂，部落格朋友。你好。
今天跟往常一样。回家后就是去面子书，回应老大的信息。然后就随便看看。然后看到一句 ：
“天秤天性好玩 , 好奇心重 , 容易满足 ;
不管多大 , 童心一直不会变 !”
Okay, that is so true.
我几岁了你知道吗？我的脾气不是盖的呢。可以忍的本小姐都忍了。可是是有限度的。该长大的时候是长大了没错。可是，小孩子，还是我的最爱啦。喜欢被疼。喜欢撒娇。喜欢闹脾气（不是生气的凶啦）。喜欢装傻。 然后呢，开心就好。甚至，很喜欢欺负别人。
对了，今天看到Mr Korea. 那个帅气的小子，每次来都会带他那小小的女朋友的小子。我想他应该是比我小吧。只是表面上还有体型看起来不小罢了。很久没看到他了。想必他不是这里的人吧。可能是最近在忙考试（你怎么知道他是学生？？？），或是回家乡了（你又怎么知道他不是这里的人？？？）。其实都是猜的啦。就感觉是那样，应该是那样没错。我的直觉都很准的不是吗？看到他还在想自己在哪里见过他。哈，有够傻的。若不是自己老是偷瞄人家，还瞄了不止那一下，又怎么会有这种“哪里看过” 的感觉啊？ 早就该忘了一干二净啦。
偶尔会这样。还是会。希望那个人会再来店里。虽然我们称不上是朋友。而他也不可能会再来的。可是还是会有那么一点点的希望，可以再见一次面。虽然我们不认识。可是那一刻的交流真的让人影响深刻。甚至深刻到让我以为这是缘分， 然后才发现到，原来只不过是插身而过。可是还是会觉得，甚至相信，我们会再见面。因为他给的第一影响除了是很不要脸的自以为以外，第二就是他傻的可爱啊。哈！可是我其实是忘记他的脸了。有一天如果真的出现了，我也未必会去打招呼。
最近有一点。。。衰啦。很多电器都坏了。不知怎么搞的。可是日子数一数二还是要过。不理的人，我都完全不理了。来打扰的人也算平安的应付了。明天要加油。
睡觉啦。
今天跟往常一样。回家后就是去面子书，回应老大的信息。然后就随便看看。然后看到一句 ：
“天秤天性好玩 , 好奇心重 , 容易满足 ;
不管多大 , 童心一直不会变 !”
Okay, that is so true.
我几岁了你知道吗？我的脾气不是盖的呢。可以忍的本小姐都忍了。可是是有限度的。该长大的时候是长大了没错。可是，小孩子，还是我的最爱啦。喜欢被疼。喜欢撒娇。喜欢闹脾气（不是生气的凶啦）。喜欢装傻。 然后呢，开心就好。甚至，很喜欢欺负别人。
对了，今天看到Mr Korea. 那个帅气的小子，每次来都会带他那小小的女朋友的小子。我想他应该是比我小吧。只是表面上还有体型看起来不小罢了。很久没看到他了。想必他不是这里的人吧。可能是最近在忙考试（你怎么知道他是学生？？？），或是回家乡了（你又怎么知道他不是这里的人？？？）。其实都是猜的啦。就感觉是那样，应该是那样没错。我的直觉都很准的不是吗？看到他还在想自己在哪里见过他。哈，有够傻的。若不是自己老是偷瞄人家，还瞄了不止那一下，又怎么会有这种“哪里看过” 的感觉啊？ 早就该忘了一干二净啦。
偶尔会这样。还是会。希望那个人会再来店里。虽然我们称不上是朋友。而他也不可能会再来的。可是还是会有那么一点点的希望，可以再见一次面。虽然我们不认识。可是那一刻的交流真的让人影响深刻。甚至深刻到让我以为这是缘分， 然后才发现到，原来只不过是插身而过。可是还是会觉得，甚至相信，我们会再见面。因为他给的第一影响除了是很不要脸的自以为以外，第二就是他傻的可爱啊。哈！可是我其实是忘记他的脸了。有一天如果真的出现了，我也未必会去打招呼。
最近有一点。。。衰啦。很多电器都坏了。不知怎么搞的。可是日子数一数二还是要过。不理的人，我都完全不理了。来打扰的人也算平安的应付了。明天要加油。
睡觉啦。
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
二十三岁了。
好久不见啊。
是一个月前的事情吗？ 我来这里留笔迹？
前一天的事情了。我满二十三岁了。原来，我活在这个世界上二十三年了。时间过得还真快啊。
有没有许愿啊？ 老实说，并没有。
因为没有蛋糕，也没有点蜡烛，所以没机会吹蜡烛，所以就没有许愿啦。
收到了很多人的祝福。可是却只收到一个礼物罢了。当天还要去上班。甚至被欺负所以跟老板耍脾气。哈哈。我真了不起，既然跟老板说，“Don't talk to me, go away." 小姐，你好厉害啊。
过得平平淡淡的。所以觉得好像并没怎么生日，没怎么变老一岁嘛。嘻嘻。
哦！对了，我是没有蛋糕。可是我有吃到蛋糕。也有收到蛋糕（照片）哦。吃到的蛋糕是老板带来的。而收到的蛋糕是寄过来的。虽然只能看，吃不到。不过还是要谢谢那个，有心人啦。因为，有哦，我有开心到。
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