Is 1.41am, when I finally completed my report and sent it to Ms Adeline. Is my first coursework report. I'm totally blur and confused, but still managed to squeeze 400++ of words into 400 words(as words limit given is only 400).
Is 1.42am, when I post latest status on FB saying that I'm going to bed. While in fact, I'm still online and don't feel want to shut my eyes.
Is 1.57am, when I access into my blog and started to post.
Is 2.00am, and I'm still missing my darling so much.
Such a holidays. We're happy. But it was so soon. After we're back from vacations, the next morning, he took flight to KL, and on the same day, he flied to Hat Yai.
I miss him so much. Like hell. and the loneliness that filled in the air make my mind drift to negative part again. I was so scared that he goes there and meet with someone. This someone whom I don't know.
Just my thought. My negative thinking. How I wish I won't be like this anymore.
I'm so jealousy. and stupidly hard to destroy this negative thinking.
I'm not secure anymore. I'm scared all the time.
Is 2.04am, I'm coughing non-stop. Since this morning. Work is fine. Class is fine. So far I cope everything well. So far...
I was home alone, you know. So I'm not gonna switch off the light. Not until you're home for me.
Love you, please don't do something silly. Am pray to God, you know.
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