Flowers

I'm tired, if you asked.

Out of a sudden, I think of my mum, I miss my mum.
And I remember she told me the reason why she loves to plant and why she loves to do flowers arranging.

And I was hoping I could do what she did at home, gardening, planting and just stare at the flowers but doing nothing.

How I wish I could.

Because all of a sudden, I realized I have yet release my tension. I'm easily feel nervous without any reason. My heart beat so fast but actually there's nothing I should worry about.

I need a break, I guess.

There is no flowers out there.

So I browse through the Internet. It does not help much but at least, I am now, staring at the flowers and let my mind fly away, blankly, thinking of nothing.

Test tomorrow? Leave it. I believe in myself. I believe I can pass it. I strongly believe I could answer all the question. Even if is with last minutes study.

There is a lot of flowers in the Internet. Different colors, size, pattern. All is amazing.

But guess what, in the end, I still love Roses more.

I guess that is why I love my name, and that is why I have that name.

You know, I feel at ease, when I look at those Roses.

12 March 2012

Do you still remember the first day we be together?

Do you still remember the number, 1234?

Is not just a number,you know. Ya, you know and you still remember.

Is a simple number but mean a lots for us.

Is 12th March 2004, the first day I become your girlfriend.

Now.

8 years past, and I'm still with you, and you still stick with me.

On the 8th Years, first time ever, you bought me a ring.

Just nice, fit into my finger.

Just nice, now I'm yours again.

My first ring. I love you.