The first glance is "Wow".
The longer I stared at it, my heart is happier than a second before.
I just love to see them happy together.
I just love to see her fall in love so happily again.
I just want her to be more happier than before.
And now I believe she finally found the right one.
And I am really happy for her.
I really proud of her too.
May God be with You two always. And May God bless your love, now and forever.
Amen.
I feel good.
And for the first time, I pray hard that he won't leave you.
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Don't call If You Don't Mean to
You called yesterday, which is far from what I'd expected.
And you called again today, but I assumed it was only an accident. Because by the time I picked up, there is no one there to answer it.
Accidentally press my number? Or purposely?
Please don't dial my number if there is nothing important.
Honestly tell you, I'm not that keen to talk on the phone. No matter how charming are you.
I'm just not that type of person, if you ask.
So, don't call if you don't mean to, talk. Talk to me, get what I mean?
You don't? Then don't call.
Thank you.
And you called again today, but I assumed it was only an accident. Because by the time I picked up, there is no one there to answer it.
Accidentally press my number? Or purposely?
Please don't dial my number if there is nothing important.
Honestly tell you, I'm not that keen to talk on the phone. No matter how charming are you.
I'm just not that type of person, if you ask.
So, don't call if you don't mean to, talk. Talk to me, get what I mean?
You don't? Then don't call.
Thank you.
Sunday, July 8, 2012
How To Break A Heart - Nikki
I hang on every word you said and
No one could get inside my head like you
Then I guess I was a fool for you then
But now I understand
It was all part off your plan
And you should know that
You taught me what it was
To feel the sting of love
To feel like I don't ever wanna let somebody ever get that close to me again
I learned so much from you
Things I'd never do
now that we're apart
You taught me how to break a heart
Dear God if you can hear me know
please stop the anger building up inside me
I need you to come and guide me
I look into the eyes
Of the one I thought was mine
And my only scream is
You taught me what it was
To feel the sting of love
To feel like I don't ever wanna let somebody ever get that close to me again
I learned so much from you
Things I'd never do
now that we're apart
You taught me how to break a heart
No one could get inside my head
You taught me what it was
To feel the sting of love
To feel like I don't ever wanna let somebody ever get that close to me again
I learned so much from you
Things I'd never do
now that we're apart
You taught me what it was
To feel the sting of love
To feel like I don't ever wanna let somebody ever get that close to me again
I learned so much from you
Things I'd never do
now that we're apart
You taught me how to break a heart
No one could get inside my head like you
Then I guess I was a fool for you then
But now I understand
It was all part off your plan
And you should know that
You taught me what it was
To feel the sting of love
To feel like I don't ever wanna let somebody ever get that close to me again
I learned so much from you
Things I'd never do
now that we're apart
You taught me how to break a heart
Dear God if you can hear me know
please stop the anger building up inside me
I need you to come and guide me
I look into the eyes
Of the one I thought was mine
And my only scream is
You taught me what it was
To feel the sting of love
To feel like I don't ever wanna let somebody ever get that close to me again
I learned so much from you
Things I'd never do
now that we're apart
You taught me how to break a heart
No one could get inside my head
You taught me what it was
To feel the sting of love
To feel like I don't ever wanna let somebody ever get that close to me again
I learned so much from you
Things I'd never do
now that we're apart
You taught me what it was
To feel the sting of love
To feel like I don't ever wanna let somebody ever get that close to me again
I learned so much from you
Things I'd never do
now that we're apart
You taught me how to break a heart
Friday, July 6, 2012
Who Are You & Why Are You here?
He called yesterday. Which make my heart beats fast when I saw his number appeared on my screen.
If I don't remember it wrong, I was digging my bag yesterday, or the day before just to search for his contact no just in case....who knows? I don't know actually, what am I thinking and what am I going to do with the number, anyway. Is not like I will call him or, msg him. But the funny thing is, I really wish he will call or I have gut to call or msg or whatever.
Then, annoying yet thrilling myself,I was searching for him in FB. Where I meet failure. Haha...luck not always on my side, anyway. Kind of disappointed, though.
Okay, back to the top again:
He called yesterday. On the afternoon, when I was....browsing through Internet? Or Facebooking? Or doing my assignment? Or watching PPS? Can't remember that well. All I remembered is that, I was sitting in front of my laptop with the music turn on so loud, I remember the music is loud enough because I remember that I had pressed the mute button to silence up so I could have a clear conversation with him.
Well, so-called business partner. He wasn't call to impress me or something or miss me or whatever I have in my mind is not working and happening. He called merely to inform me that someone had called to MPH saying that they will pick up the four cartons that he had left over the other day tomorrow, that is today(Thursday, 5th July 2012). We are like, cutting each other line, it was like cant wait to talk to each other. Which is awkward, yet a little bit of funny and sweet. Ha!
He said sorry for "kacau" my rest day. It was fine. Really fine, because it thrills me a bit and I was, happy and excited, a bit. But all I said was "Is okay". That is what I usually will say, I don't know why, when in fact, there is something else I want to say.
Like the last day you're here. You told me you will going back to Sabah. You want to throw the rubbish in the back office, and I was like "Is okay, let me help you". I had used too much "Is okay", am I?? Oh No, who are you? It was funny, when I turned back and you're like, staring back at me, and I was like, embarrassed and make those awkward movement which is hard to control.
MY god, Who are you.
And then you called again this morning. And I was like, Oh, is you!! But I can't hear you clearly. Your voice always sound so blur, and sleepy.
But I was like "Wow" and "Hey, look, you call again"
Funny huh?
Why are you here anyway? For Fancy Bugs? I know. For business? I know. I already know but I still don't really know.
You called the second time, when there's no one comes and collects those cartons and I was sending you a msg. You prefer to call, which is more polite and professional. While I still prefer emailing or sms-ing whenever I think I should, because I don't really that keen to talk to people, you know. But I was still, like " hey, you call me again". So I picked up and said " Hi Chris." Unfortunately, you could not hear me well, so you was like "Hello, this is Chris from Fancy Bugs". In my heart, I was like "you don't have to intro so often, I already know who you are and I already got your number saved on my phone". Chillax, bro.
And we let the conversation ends with an awkward, "Okay, Bye, Thank you." Business conversation.
And why do I have this feeling that you will call me again, TOMORROW?
If I don't remember it wrong, I was digging my bag yesterday, or the day before just to search for his contact no just in case....who knows? I don't know actually, what am I thinking and what am I going to do with the number, anyway. Is not like I will call him or, msg him. But the funny thing is, I really wish he will call or I have gut to call or msg or whatever.
Then, annoying yet thrilling myself,I was searching for him in FB. Where I meet failure. Haha...luck not always on my side, anyway. Kind of disappointed, though.
Okay, back to the top again:
He called yesterday. On the afternoon, when I was....browsing through Internet? Or Facebooking? Or doing my assignment? Or watching PPS? Can't remember that well. All I remembered is that, I was sitting in front of my laptop with the music turn on so loud, I remember the music is loud enough because I remember that I had pressed the mute button to silence up so I could have a clear conversation with him.
Well, so-called business partner. He wasn't call to impress me or something or miss me or whatever I have in my mind is not working and happening. He called merely to inform me that someone had called to MPH saying that they will pick up the four cartons that he had left over the other day tomorrow, that is today(Thursday, 5th July 2012). We are like, cutting each other line, it was like cant wait to talk to each other. Which is awkward, yet a little bit of funny and sweet. Ha!
He said sorry for "kacau" my rest day. It was fine. Really fine, because it thrills me a bit and I was, happy and excited, a bit. But all I said was "Is okay". That is what I usually will say, I don't know why, when in fact, there is something else I want to say.
Like the last day you're here. You told me you will going back to Sabah. You want to throw the rubbish in the back office, and I was like "Is okay, let me help you". I had used too much "Is okay", am I?? Oh No, who are you? It was funny, when I turned back and you're like, staring back at me, and I was like, embarrassed and make those awkward movement which is hard to control.
MY god, Who are you.
And then you called again this morning. And I was like, Oh, is you!! But I can't hear you clearly. Your voice always sound so blur, and sleepy.
But I was like "Wow" and "Hey, look, you call again"
Funny huh?
Why are you here anyway? For Fancy Bugs? I know. For business? I know. I already know but I still don't really know.
You called the second time, when there's no one comes and collects those cartons and I was sending you a msg. You prefer to call, which is more polite and professional. While I still prefer emailing or sms-ing whenever I think I should, because I don't really that keen to talk to people, you know. But I was still, like " hey, you call me again". So I picked up and said " Hi Chris." Unfortunately, you could not hear me well, so you was like "Hello, this is Chris from Fancy Bugs". In my heart, I was like "you don't have to intro so often, I already know who you are and I already got your number saved on my phone". Chillax, bro.
And we let the conversation ends with an awkward, "Okay, Bye, Thank you." Business conversation.
And why do I have this feeling that you will call me again, TOMORROW?
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Who are You?
It had been a while, I left my blog EMPTY.
Hehe...didn't mean to. But I did. Sorry, dear Missy Blog.
Anyway, thing is not going that well on June. It was like someone's keep on throwing rocks on me. Huge one, you see. How hurtful is that. Then I have this car accident. And I went to police station. First time in my life.I'm not gonna talk about that in here. Because it had been a nightmare. Well, just one-night-nightmare, thank God.
Things isn't going so well in MPH too. Well, at least Mr Raaj is here. The handsome botak. He did not teach me much, but he did help though. I think I will keep on emailing him a lot of my doubt. Which is good. Because I really need someone, over there, that waiting and answering all my questions. Because I always need advises. From you, and you and you and you, and this "YOU" will never be enough for me.
Thank GOD, Mr Raaj is here.
I'd been read all those motivation quotes on FB to make myself be more and more positive. I am positive. But not positive enough. So Thank GOD again, I have FB, and FB shares all these useful thoughts.
Then, there is this somebody. That quite disturbing lately. He said he was cute and talent.Oh no, he said he was handsome and suitable for me. So he decided to match him with me. Well, he's not that handsome. Not really, because he's not my type, honest to say. At first I don't bother much. Because we're business partner, and he's here not because of me neither. As we really are, BUSINESS PARTNER only. But when he kept on saying that he's a good choice to be added in my bf listing, is kind of funny coz I started to lay my eyes on him. Which is annoying too. Because I never thought of becoming like this. What annoyed me most is that he caught me eating, the way I eating, sooooo.......embarrassed !!! And is not just once, it was TWICE. And the scene was exactly when I was in the attempt to put food in my mouth, and he was there "Rose", he called!!! Kind of disturbing, but I can't do anything but put back the food and attended him. Auch!! What a timing!!
He chit-chat with him when they were doing the displaying. And he reported to me what he got from him( I never asked for that). He said he was 25, doing his own business now, no girl friend. He said he's fair and handsome. I said he was fat. He said he's not that fat, he's just chubby, and don't all girls love chubby man? Chubby man is good to hug. OH GOD. Which is very funny. And guess what, the funniest part is, I had started to pay attention on him. And I found out that, well....he is cute. Oh NO....
And too bad. Another funny thing is, I can't wait to meet him again tomorrow. When he said he will comes back again to get everything done. And the next day, I can't believed I was getting quite serious on choosing my clothes and put on make-up. Hahahaha....seriously, Rose Bong, What are you thinking? Just because you knew that he was Gemini, you thought he could be your best???FRIEND?? or maybe more than that??? I can't believed it. I can't believe that I have this kind of thinking. What am I thinking. And who the hell are you keep running on my mind? I told him, hey look he's Gemini, wah....that suite me so much. He was laughing. And so did I. Then I was like "well, I knew that because he born a day before my best friend did". Ya thats mean he was born on 15th June, a year older, so it was on 15th June 1987. And he has same name as he does, just that he is Chris, while he is Christopher.
Who are you, anyway?
Hehe...didn't mean to. But I did. Sorry, dear Missy Blog.
Anyway, thing is not going that well on June. It was like someone's keep on throwing rocks on me. Huge one, you see. How hurtful is that. Then I have this car accident. And I went to police station. First time in my life.I'm not gonna talk about that in here. Because it had been a nightmare. Well, just one-night-nightmare, thank God.
Things isn't going so well in MPH too. Well, at least Mr Raaj is here. The handsome botak. He did not teach me much, but he did help though. I think I will keep on emailing him a lot of my doubt. Which is good. Because I really need someone, over there, that waiting and answering all my questions. Because I always need advises. From you, and you and you and you, and this "YOU" will never be enough for me.
Thank GOD, Mr Raaj is here.
I'd been read all those motivation quotes on FB to make myself be more and more positive. I am positive. But not positive enough. So Thank GOD again, I have FB, and FB shares all these useful thoughts.
Then, there is this somebody. That quite disturbing lately. He said he was cute and talent.Oh no, he said he was handsome and suitable for me. So he decided to match him with me. Well, he's not that handsome. Not really, because he's not my type, honest to say. At first I don't bother much. Because we're business partner, and he's here not because of me neither. As we really are, BUSINESS PARTNER only. But when he kept on saying that he's a good choice to be added in my bf listing, is kind of funny coz I started to lay my eyes on him. Which is annoying too. Because I never thought of becoming like this. What annoyed me most is that he caught me eating, the way I eating, sooooo.......embarrassed !!! And is not just once, it was TWICE. And the scene was exactly when I was in the attempt to put food in my mouth, and he was there "Rose", he called!!! Kind of disturbing, but I can't do anything but put back the food and attended him. Auch!! What a timing!!
He chit-chat with him when they were doing the displaying. And he reported to me what he got from him( I never asked for that). He said he was 25, doing his own business now, no girl friend. He said he's fair and handsome. I said he was fat. He said he's not that fat, he's just chubby, and don't all girls love chubby man? Chubby man is good to hug. OH GOD. Which is very funny. And guess what, the funniest part is, I had started to pay attention on him. And I found out that, well....he is cute. Oh NO....
And too bad. Another funny thing is, I can't wait to meet him again tomorrow. When he said he will comes back again to get everything done. And the next day, I can't believed I was getting quite serious on choosing my clothes and put on make-up. Hahahaha....seriously, Rose Bong, What are you thinking? Just because you knew that he was Gemini, you thought he could be your best???FRIEND?? or maybe more than that??? I can't believed it. I can't believe that I have this kind of thinking. What am I thinking. And who the hell are you keep running on my mind? I told him, hey look he's Gemini, wah....that suite me so much. He was laughing. And so did I. Then I was like "well, I knew that because he born a day before my best friend did". Ya thats mean he was born on 15th June, a year older, so it was on 15th June 1987. And he has same name as he does, just that he is Chris, while he is Christopher.
Who are you, anyway?
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