Who Are You & Why Are You here?

He called yesterday. Which make my heart beats fast when I saw his number appeared on my screen.

If I don't remember it wrong, I was digging my bag yesterday, or the day before just to search for his contact no just in case....who knows? I don't know actually, what am I thinking and what am I going to do with the number, anyway. Is not like I will call him or, msg him. But the funny thing is, I really wish he will call or I have gut to call or msg or whatever.

Then, annoying yet thrilling myself,I was searching for him in FB. Where I meet failure. Haha...luck not always on my side, anyway. Kind of disappointed, though.

Okay, back to the top again:

He called yesterday. On the afternoon, when I was....browsing through Internet? Or Facebooking? Or doing my assignment? Or watching PPS? Can't remember that well. All I remembered is that, I was sitting in front of my laptop with the music turn on so loud, I remember the music is loud enough because I remember that I had pressed the mute button to silence up so I could have a clear conversation with him.

Well, so-called business partner. He wasn't call to impress me or something or miss me or whatever I have in my mind is not working and happening. He called merely to inform me that someone had called to MPH saying that they will pick up the four cartons that he had left over the other day tomorrow, that is today(Thursday, 5th July 2012). We are like, cutting each other line, it was like cant wait to talk to each other. Which is awkward, yet a little bit of funny and sweet. Ha!

He said sorry for "kacau" my rest day. It was fine. Really fine, because it thrills me a bit and I was, happy and excited, a bit. But all I said was "Is okay". That is what I usually will say, I don't know why, when in fact, there is something else I want to say.

Like the last day you're here. You told me you will going back to Sabah. You want to throw the rubbish in the back office, and I was like "Is okay, let me help you". I had used too much "Is okay", am I?? Oh No, who are you? It was funny, when I turned back and you're like, staring back at me, and I was like, embarrassed and make those awkward movement which is hard to control.

MY god, Who are you.

And then you called again this morning. And I was like, Oh, is you!! But I can't hear you clearly. Your voice always sound so blur, and sleepy.

But I was like "Wow" and "Hey, look, you call again"

Funny huh?

Why are you here anyway? For Fancy Bugs? I know. For business? I know. I already know but I still don't really know.

You called the second time, when there's no one comes and collects those cartons and I was sending you a msg. You prefer to call, which is more polite and professional. While I still prefer emailing or sms-ing whenever I think I should, because I don't really that keen to talk to people, you know. But I was still, like " hey, you call me again". So I picked up and said " Hi Chris." Unfortunately, you could not hear me well, so you was like "Hello, this is Chris from Fancy Bugs". In my heart, I was like "you don't have to intro so often, I already know who you are and I already got your number saved on my phone". Chillax, bro.

And we let the conversation ends with an awkward, "Okay, Bye, Thank you." Business conversation.

And why do I have this feeling that you will call me again, TOMORROW?