I wish

There will always, one kind of people, that you wish to be with, but you will never will.

I never know I will have this kind of feeling towards someone, who is never that special, but end up so special and has a special recognition in my heart for so long.

I don't know have you ever feel it before. But I do.

I wish to be with him, and to taste a kiss of his lips.

Which I know it is impossible and should not happen.

But I wish.

How I wish.

And there is only this man.

The one and only that I just, can't tell.

All of a Sudden

I miss you. All of a sudden.

But you will never know, How much I miss you. All of a sudden.

I just can't resist it. So Let it be and Let me feel the loneliness.

"No, I don't believe you  
When you say don't come around here no more 
 I won't remind you 
You said we wouldn't be apart

No, I don't believe you  

When you say you don't need me anymore  

So don't pretend to Not love me at all....."

That I will Call it BULLSHIT

Seriously, I don't understand what is actually going.

Was it me that had done wrong, or was it the problem is in her mind?

Seriously, I need somebody to tell me what is wrong with her and what is wrong with me?

What had I done anyway? Did I just sitting around and do nothing and that makes you feel that you're the only one that do the retailing and you're the only one that freaking tired?

It is only a small damn thing and you feel like it is a thousand ton of burden that will kills you? Is that what you're trying to express? That you're almost dying now? I don't pity that if you say so, because you're so much alive in front of me, and do I really looks like I care whether you're really dying or not? Should I care now? All of a sudden I don't think I have to anymore. I have my own life to worry about, so why should I make myself get stress over you?

Youngsters nowadays are really jerk ! !