Hey Something Good & Bad Happened today

Hey, Something Good Happened today(there's a bad thing happened too, but I'm not gonna talk about it, since is something bad; so I'm gonna just sleep over it and forget about it tomorrow).

Hey, something Good happened today. You're smiling, when you entered the entrance of MPH. You're not alone, but what I saw was like, you're there, standing there alone and smiling at me, and seriously, I don't know why this time I smile back at you so instantly. I don't know why I dare to do that, usually I don't, usually I'm just scare, scare that you won't smile back at me, scare that you will have something else in your mind when I really smile at you and seriously I don't understand too, why I care about how you feel and what you have in your mind.

But...


Hey, there you were. Smiling at me. I was shocked. Of course, But I was kind of surprise, and excited, and thrilled and happy.....all the positive emotions that I could conclude together. Well, your friends were with you, I mean, our friends, the other college friends that I knew, were there too. Just that, I can't seems to take my eyes off you only. Then you're closer and closer, and you talked to me first, which is kind of surprised me AGAIN, even though this is not the first time anymore, but I never thought that this time, you will be the one that started the conversation first instead of Rock, or Sonkit, or Mark, since I talked to them more and not you and most of time I just ignored you even though I know that you're listening and sometimes you're even smiling at the things that I talked about. But why do I always seems to feel that, you actually try to have some conversation with me but you just don't know how and you just stop yourself from doing it? Just like what I feel about myself towards you.

But...

You starts the conversation first, even though in the end you left without a Goodbye like they do. I don't mind anyway about the goodbye. What make me happy the most is you're smiling at me, for the first time. and it's FUNNY.

I remember the date anyway, it was 19th Nov, in the afternoon, we met at the CCE room, and I never thought that you will talk to me. That was the really first time that you talked to me, without I said any "hi" to you, and you just start the conversation like that, even though is just a simple question like "what are you submitting?" I was nervous, for sure, and happy to talk to you, you just don't know. And you made jokes as well, I was like, I can't believe it. Hahaha....Well, is a good start anyway. Is not about something special. It's just that... a good start of friendship? Yeah, friendship. Maybe that's what you want from the beginning, is that why you add me on Facebook? Even though you never talk to me at all in the class? I guess that's the answer, you like to talk to me, like the way I wish I could talk to you like I talk to others.

Oh...One more thing,  I saw Mr Lee today, I can't believe I wave a "hi" at him, after so long!!! and his girlfriend was kind of curious. He was smiling. Ha!