我们，身边总会有那么一个重要的人，除了家人以外的，那个人。
难免的，他有本事让你笑，让你哭，让你疼，让你操心。所以你更是明白，他是多
么的重要。
她也遇见了，我真心的祝福。我相信他，所以也相信了她，这次一定会因为这个男
人而改变，然后，好好的，更爱自己。这次，她终于等到了，终于找到了。
姐姐好像很期待我有心事就跟她说。可怎么办呢？我一向以来有事自己承担，甚至
连别人的事我也跟着承担但却从不让人操心的，要怎么把心事说给她听呢？我啊，
可是心事都往肚子里吞了，吞了后就算了，所以第二天就没事了，要怎么办呢？
姐，我没事啊。真的没事。
我们都长大了。那时候的我们，这时候的我们，我明白的，当你不再说心事了。因
为不是所有事都是说说了就好了。要加油啊。
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Lose Control
你说：“你可以不要这样子讲话吗？话可以好好讲，为什么要这样讲呢？”
情人吵架是 正常的，他们说。可是像我们这种，一个月才吵一次的，不然是完全没
有吵的，那个气一来，可不简单啊。
我感觉到了。现在不一样了。你顶嘴的时候，会失控了。或许该说，你终于露出真
面目了。或许是说，我活该，因为你再也不想忍我的臭脾气了。可是问一问你自己，
我只有在什么时候才用如此疯狂的言语啊？
我都叫你出去了，是你不出去的。所以我出去了。我说我不回来了。你既然电话也
不打，我回来后你既然什么都不问。那你说，我能不生气吗？女人要哄的。
本想说回来就跟你和好，可是看到你那一副不在乎的样子，我就算了，反正我死我
活，对你而言也没差。所以我嘴巴硬了。
I know I had used harsh words against you. Not so hard, is not a bad word anyway. Just the tone is like, insulting? Ha!
“你吃饱了吗？”
“当然吃饱啦，不然等你来喂吗？”
And thats, the conversation that made you walked away...........to take shower instead!
Then I changed my tone, into more lady-like and sweet.
“我吃饱了，我一个人吃。” I said. Which is more insulting. And that was purposely.
That makes you stepped out of the door. Hahaha...
"Whatever." I murmured.
I'm rude. But is better than you ! Who turn your back on me, and watch me leave, JUST. LIKE.THAT.
FUCK YOU!
情人吵架是 正常的，他们说。可是像我们这种，一个月才吵一次的，不然是完全没
有吵的，那个气一来，可不简单啊。
我感觉到了。现在不一样了。你顶嘴的时候，会失控了。或许该说，你终于露出真
面目了。或许是说，我活该，因为你再也不想忍我的臭脾气了。可是问一问你自己，
我只有在什么时候才用如此疯狂的言语啊？
我都叫你出去了，是你不出去的。所以我出去了。我说我不回来了。你既然电话也
不打，我回来后你既然什么都不问。那你说，我能不生气吗？女人要哄的。
本想说回来就跟你和好，可是看到你那一副不在乎的样子，我就算了，反正我死我
活，对你而言也没差。所以我嘴巴硬了。
I know I had used harsh words against you. Not so hard, is not a bad word anyway. Just the tone is like, insulting? Ha!
“你吃饱了吗？”
“当然吃饱啦，不然等你来喂吗？”
And thats, the conversation that made you walked away...........to take shower instead!
Then I changed my tone, into more lady-like and sweet.
“我吃饱了，我一个人吃。” I said. Which is more insulting. And that was purposely.
That makes you stepped out of the door. Hahaha...
"Whatever." I murmured.
I'm rude. But is better than you ! Who turn your back on me, and watch me leave, JUST. LIKE.THAT.
FUCK YOU!
重播
我知道我为什么哭。我知道你不知道为什么我哭。
很久很久以前，我心情不好时，有一首歌不停的重播。那是，很久很久以前的习惯。
很久没有做的习惯。很久很久以前，都会有那么一首歌，它被我不停地重播，然后，
眼泪不受控制得流。我的眼泪很多，可以哭很久很久。
我很羡慕别人的恋爱，不是因为你不爱我，而是因为你的爱一直都很冷淡。是谁说
在一起九年后，我们就要淡淡地过日子？我很羡慕别人被男孩子疼的幸福，不是因
为你不疼我，是因为你的疼爱，真的没有 温暖度，感觉就好像，我跟家人在一起，
可是是各过各日子的那种。冷了，没有人为你盖被，因为大家都是各忙各的，到最
后，还是自己来，结果很久很久以后，习惯了自己来。很可悲不是吗？因为我的男
朋友，不像别人那样，会感觉天气冷的时候，问一问，你冷吗？或是什么都不问，
直接给自己一个稍微的小拥抱。我男朋友吗？他不会这样。
我不出门了。说好要一起看的戏，我不要去看了。因为他可以在跟我约会的时候，
说途中要去载朋友。那个该死的朋友，自己不会招计程车回吗？说没有人可以载，
就时不时来麻烦人家的男朋友。如果是平时我就不会生气。可是今天说好的要出去
去走走的，他却无所谓似的说要去载朋友。谁喜欢啊？连平时出门都不牵我的那个
笨行为我都原谅了，现在还要这样做白痴情人。我不难过是假的，不羡慕别人是假
的。别人都一起出门旅行了，我们呢？
到头来，我还是一个人。很可怜吧？
很久很久以前，我心情不好时，有一首歌不停的重播。那是，很久很久以前的习惯。
很久没有做的习惯。很久很久以前，都会有那么一首歌，它被我不停地重播，然后，
眼泪不受控制得流。我的眼泪很多，可以哭很久很久。
我很羡慕别人的恋爱，不是因为你不爱我，而是因为你的爱一直都很冷淡。是谁说
在一起九年后，我们就要淡淡地过日子？我很羡慕别人被男孩子疼的幸福，不是因
为你不疼我，是因为你的疼爱，真的没有 温暖度，感觉就好像，我跟家人在一起，
可是是各过各日子的那种。冷了，没有人为你盖被，因为大家都是各忙各的，到最
后，还是自己来，结果很久很久以后，习惯了自己来。很可悲不是吗？因为我的男
朋友，不像别人那样，会感觉天气冷的时候，问一问，你冷吗？或是什么都不问，
直接给自己一个稍微的小拥抱。我男朋友吗？他不会这样。
我不出门了。说好要一起看的戏，我不要去看了。因为他可以在跟我约会的时候，
说途中要去载朋友。那个该死的朋友，自己不会招计程车回吗？说没有人可以载，
就时不时来麻烦人家的男朋友。如果是平时我就不会生气。可是今天说好的要出去
去走走的，他却无所谓似的说要去载朋友。谁喜欢啊？连平时出门都不牵我的那个
笨行为我都原谅了，现在还要这样做白痴情人。我不难过是假的，不羡慕别人是假
的。别人都一起出门旅行了，我们呢？
到头来，我还是一个人。很可怜吧？
He Bought Feminine Pads for the FIrst Time
So I thought he would refuse. When I told him to help, when I just realized that I've run out of it.
I thought he would refuse. As, usually, in this kind of situation, man would refuse with reasons:
a.) "That was a girl stuff" they would say.
b.) They are shy, when thinking that what will other people say, when they see it.
c.) They are too "MAN", and too rough to do something "feminine".
But, hey, he said nothing but listen to what I said and followed exactly what I taught him to do.
"Buy me a feminine pads", I said. He's listening and staring at me, with no comment. And before he could respond (he didn't actually want to say anything), I asked "Do you know which brand am I using?" He smiled and said,"I don't know". I smiled back, "INTIMATE, is pink in color," I said.
"And then?" he asked.
"You buy the big one, with 20 pieces in it, you look for no wing type." I said.
"Okay." he said. And before he stepped out of the car, "and buy me some gastric medicine as well, I guess I'd gastric now, that's why it is so pain," I called out. "The long one." I said again.
He said okay and left. I was smiling. Still smiling. As I never thought that he would buy it for me. He used to refuse. That is why this is the first time, and because it was the first time, I thought I should wrote it down to remember it. Is the first time, and we always wanted to celebrate the first time, isn't it?
Yes, I had serious period pain, and while we're eating, gastric struck, so it was double pain, and I can't stand and walk like a normal people anymore. AND...my feminine pads is, finish, unfortunately, you can tell. I should have bought it myself, I wanted to bought it myself, without trouble him, or embarrassed him, but I barely walk, I can't walk, that's the problem.
After a few minutes, a couple came out form the Guardian pharmacy, and they hold items with hand..."Oh, is Saturday...no plastic bag day." I whispered, and waiting, to see how will his reaction be, carry those things out from a pharmacy, without a bag. hehehe...
He came out a minute after that, without bring along anything. Hmm...could not find the things I want? He open the door and said "there is no brand that you'd requested."...hahaha...okay, so I was mistaken. I told him another brand, and reminded him that I need "no wing" type. He smiled and left.
Minutes past, he appeared, walking with the brand new pads and medicine. And I was happy.
Good man, isn't it?
I thought he would refuse. As, usually, in this kind of situation, man would refuse with reasons:
a.) "That was a girl stuff" they would say.
b.) They are shy, when thinking that what will other people say, when they see it.
c.) They are too "MAN", and too rough to do something "feminine".
But, hey, he said nothing but listen to what I said and followed exactly what I taught him to do.
"Buy me a feminine pads", I said. He's listening and staring at me, with no comment. And before he could respond (he didn't actually want to say anything), I asked "Do you know which brand am I using?" He smiled and said,"I don't know". I smiled back, "INTIMATE, is pink in color," I said.
"And then?" he asked.
"You buy the big one, with 20 pieces in it, you look for no wing type." I said.
"Okay." he said. And before he stepped out of the car, "and buy me some gastric medicine as well, I guess I'd gastric now, that's why it is so pain," I called out. "The long one." I said again.
He said okay and left. I was smiling. Still smiling. As I never thought that he would buy it for me. He used to refuse. That is why this is the first time, and because it was the first time, I thought I should wrote it down to remember it. Is the first time, and we always wanted to celebrate the first time, isn't it?
Yes, I had serious period pain, and while we're eating, gastric struck, so it was double pain, and I can't stand and walk like a normal people anymore. AND...my feminine pads is, finish, unfortunately, you can tell. I should have bought it myself, I wanted to bought it myself, without trouble him, or embarrassed him, but I barely walk, I can't walk, that's the problem.
After a few minutes, a couple came out form the Guardian pharmacy, and they hold items with hand..."Oh, is Saturday...no plastic bag day." I whispered, and waiting, to see how will his reaction be, carry those things out from a pharmacy, without a bag. hehehe...
He came out a minute after that, without bring along anything. Hmm...could not find the things I want? He open the door and said "there is no brand that you'd requested."...hahaha...okay, so I was mistaken. I told him another brand, and reminded him that I need "no wing" type. He smiled and left.
Minutes past, he appeared, walking with the brand new pads and medicine. And I was happy.
Good man, isn't it?
Monday, April 1, 2013
你那边在下雨吗？我愿意把我的晴天送给你。
请，送一个天使保护姐姐。
为什么我会很难过。因为觉得姐姐遇到这种情况，真的很让她委屈得过份。
真的很不公平，为什么总是要姐姐一个人承担，而那个臭男人既然什么事都没有的
一样度过每一天。
为什么，要姐姐自己一个人那么难受。能分担的，爸爸，我一定要帮姐姐。
请你，送一个天使守在姐姐身边。如果现在所有的天使们都不得空，请，把我的守
护天使送到姐姐那里去，让她一切顺顺利利过关。
请你，把我的身边的天使，都送去姐姐身边，保护她。
为什么我会很难过。因为觉得姐姐遇到这种情况，真的很让她委屈得过份。
真的很不公平，为什么总是要姐姐一个人承担，而那个臭男人既然什么事都没有的
一样度过每一天。
为什么，要姐姐自己一个人那么难受。能分担的，爸爸，我一定要帮姐姐。
请你，送一个天使守在姐姐身边。如果现在所有的天使们都不得空，请，把我的守
护天使送到姐姐那里去，让她一切顺顺利利过关。
请你，把我的身边的天使，都送去姐姐身边，保护她。
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