Us

I thought I forget about us. I thought I forget about you.
I never knew how much I had missed you. Not until we met again yesterday. When was the last time I saw you? Seriously I cant remember.  I had purposely didnt keep it in mind. And because of that, I seriously forget when was the last time we saw each other. Not just wave hi and bye, but work together and spend some time talking about this and that. I totally forgot about that.
Until we met again the day before. Only then I realised I haven't let go of you. Havent let go of what I feel about you. And I'd missed you so bad again since then.

I don't dare to ask how are you and her. Because I know you guys are just perfect for each other and you wont leave her just like I wont leave mine. Still, it's hurt when I realised again that we were never meant for each other and we were late in meeting each other. And yes. I'm upset About that.

You're still the same and I still like the way you are. And I still do. I guess I will always will. But I understand the situation.  So I will wait. Even if I have to wait for damn long? who knows maybe have to wait until another life? I want it. Yes. In another life maybe:)

Still,  I'm very disappointed when I dont have to send you to the airport.  Which by right, I should because you want me to. Yey end up, I didnt because you said no too. I thought at least we still have a little time to talk.  Even though I'm not sure what topics will turn out. Yet I was really happy to spend some time alone with you, rather than just talk about works and works and I hate that you're my senior or colleague.

Bye. See you. In another time and, space.