You came again. Last night.
I never know why. And I guess I will never understand why.
They said when you dream about somebody, is because you missed them.
I dont remember that I had missed you that much. This much. But I guess I am.
I was tired and exhausted last night. I slept early like the day before. And then you came. I don't know why.
I only know I miss you more when I awake this morning.
I don't wanna know do you feel the same about me. Or do you miss me like I do. Or do you dream about me as well last night?
I just dont wanna to know. And I just don't want to admit it.
It's not worth it. I shouldn't have do that. But I did. Which make me more ashamed of myself. Which make me more guilty. Which make me hate myself more....
I dreamt about you before as well. The image isn't so clear. But you were there. In one of the corner. Waiting for me. And I told you to wait. What for? I don't know. What is the message? I don't know.
Seriously, I was happy and sad at the same time. I was, lonely, when you left, my dream......
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
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