Naked

当两个人从暧昧变成了熟悉，会自然而然地走在一起。

奇怪的时，我们才见面不久，却像已经在一起十多年了的夫妻。

我没在怕。是因为年龄的关系吗？还是我们真的有特殊的情感？

两个人，会乖乖的只是睡觉吗？

还是会做爱做的事？

说穿了，我就是没再怕。

说穿了，你很开心。

说穿了，你就是要你的女人有你的孩子。

说穿了，你没在怕。

说穿了，男人的力量就是大，要反驳就是不容易。

说穿了，就算我们没能结婚，你还是要我们有自己的孩子。

说穿了，就是败给你了，可是却没在怕。

那个，停不下来的是谁。

那个，只好乖乖投降的是谁。

那个，乖乖给你抱，让你满足的，又是谁。

那个，你睡着后偷偷拍照的，是谁。

你，是谁。

你，想怎样。

你，真的可信吗。

你，真的希望，我也会有你的bb吗？

"那我要安安静静的爱你了." 你说

"那你要确定以后你的孩子要长的像他，而不是我。" 你说

"你觉得如果你妈妈知道我的话，会怎样？" 你问

"你本来就是我的，逃不掉的。" 你说

"我都看到了，还要躲什么?" 你说

"你在想什么？" "你在担心什么？" 你问

"陌生人，今天开心吗？" 我问。 "嗯，今天特别开心" 你答

"我可以喷进去吗？" 你问

"我想喷进去。" 你说

"我爱你的" 你说

"我是很simple的人，你才是会很成功的那个" 你说

"怎么？你是那个在我背后默默支持我的男人吗？" 我问

"对啊。" 你笑着说

"你是我们的brand的face." 你说

抱着我睡了。

稍微移动。

"你要去哪里啊？" 你问

我能去哪里，都被你看光了。

我说好久没出门旅行了。

你说改天一起去吧。我们去Genting. 因为那边比较冷。 你说。

我曾经说过以后我们一起去韩国吧，虽然听不懂他们的话。你说没听懂也可以去啊。

我，不知道，我们是什么关系。

Twins

So we met again for breakfast.

We talked a lot and as usual, you praised me a lot. And keep on telling me about this and that that I need to do when I join your company.

We met three times today. Breakfast, dinner, and midnight.

You hold my hands. You kissed my lips. And when you're exhausted, you said funny stupid things. It's sweet and crazy.

"为什么会生双胞胎? 家里有双胞胎吗？"

"姑姑是双胞胎， 两个女的。"

"真好。"

"我们也来生一个。"

"我们? 你生吗？"

"我们。 你帮我生。当然是由你来生啊，我是男的怎么生？"

"我来生？"

"嗯。你不愿意帮我生吗？。。。没事，你不用答，我喝醉了。。。"

You said don't think too much.

My mind keep thinking about what you said though. You want me to have your baby? Seriously?

But hey. Sorry. You can't even marry me. You have wife. Haha.

And hey. We were kissing outside my house. You were asking about me and my boyfriend's bed.

Then you said both of us were super tired. We need to have a proper rest this coming Wednesday.

你说要好好抱我，要好好亲我，好好睡觉。不， 换去好好休息吧，你后来说。这样比较好听一点。:)

我每天都很期待。有害怕也有开心。心情却，再怎么复杂都好，跟你在一起，看着你时，我们一起看着对方微笑后，一切烦恼担心都不见了。

爱你，就是很神奇。

你陪我吃晚餐，可你却没有点餐。我知道的。我没有问。也没说什么。你是过后要回家的人。你是有家人的人。而且今天是元宵节。所以你空着肚子，待会回去才填饱肚子。

今天的晚餐很幸福。我对着窗外，看到了烟花。我说了很多事情，你专心听。专心微笑。宝贝的看着我，我很感动，也觉得窝心。我很喜欢现在这一刻。我很幸福。

你说你希望看到我幸福。希望我可以幸福。

我没想过你会这么说，听了好感动。

我们之间事情发生得很快。所以现在我们又谈回当初为什么会变得如此难分离。你说不是故意的，当我问你为什么会亲我的时候。你说因为风大，所以头一转亲到了。什么屁啊。

问你会对自己的行为而吓到吗? 你说不会，只是你没想到会发生这种事。

So the Police Came.

You texted me in the morning. I meant it morning, 1.00am like that. Asking whether I was sleeping. I was. But then I woke up to go toilet. Then I think of you, so I checked my phone. I texted You in the dark. I said Thank you for dropping by. You said You was really happy to see me just now. I said you're looking good. You said I looked really pretty. Don't lies lah I was a mess I said. You said I still looks great even with all the emotion.

I said I love you. You said you love me too.

I just wonder why you said that, I want to make love to you. OMG. Holy shit I said.

In the morning, you texted and informed me you're In the church. To see me, later.

In the end, I didn't have any chance to see you on both lunch and dinner time.

Where have you been. You never tell. Never mind I can wait.

When I finally meet you, you were with your wife. And your babies. You're leaving. You sent them home.

I'm hurting.

So I texted you.

Said that if you're busy, I will ask my supervisor to send me home.

You said you're almost here. Wait for you. Are you nervous you would lose me?

Well. At least I wait. You're downstairs. Then you come up. Then I was following you and Get into your car.

I was still upset a little. Since I saw your wife. So I show my unhappy face. I don't talk much.

You asked am I that mad at you. Yes I said.

I'm glad you come no matter what. I guess you miss me too.

You drives to the park. Stop there. We're holding hands.

And the kissing starts now or then.

I told you I dislike we meet each other this late. I told you I will feel sad when I think of your wife.

Then you kissed me. Touched me. You always mentioned I'm yours.

We shared stories again. As usual. You did most of the talking. While I do the laughing all the time.

I said you said too much. Then said maybe it's better when you shut up. You smile and take the chances to kiss me back.

You said good thing about us is we wake up with a smile thinking of each other.

You said you don't want to drive me home. Just like I don't wanna go home.

You said. I said. I love you, again and again.

You said you know what would happens to us in future. You said you can see it coming. But you don't want to tell. You said I will worry too much. You said I would think too much.

You're so confident about us. So confident about our future. So confident about our secret affair. You said that don't worry about it. Nothing's bad gonna happen.

Until the police came. Until they checked our identity card.

It's pretty funny.

Everything that happened when I'm with you. It's first time ever. It's thrilled. It's sweet. Its indescribable. It's wrong, yet feels so right.

Are you Worry?

I saw You actually.

When I came out from my back office.

I was just completed some of the documents. And while waiting for Aida, I went out to shopfloor.

I'm glad I did it.

I guess God really put us together.

Because you didn't text me not inform me at all, I do not know you will come. Since you said you're with your family today.

But then there you were. And I was here. Looking at your back. One glance is enough to tell me that's you. You were talking on the phone. With your back face to me. I didn't go to you. As I know you definitely will come close.

So I pretend I have something to check on, in the help desk. I entered our help desk counter. Sat there, faced the PC and pretend to check on my email. Then there you were. Stands on my right side, stared at me. I'm not sure was It you? Or maybe I'm sure enough it's you. You were checking on me.

I turned to you. Was a bit shocked, yet I know you were there. But it happened pretty fast. And I was smiling you. You're smiling back at me.

You are so beautiful.

So handsome.

So smart. The way you dress. Yellowish type of white. Yet suit enough for you.

Then you came to my front. Lean on the counter and asked how was I doing.

I asked what do you want.

You said just to check on me. To see how's everything going on with me here.

I smiled. You smiled.

I'm happy you're here.

I'm upset though because I want To hold you so badly but I can't.

I told you what happened. About my staff's crying. About actually I thought I was a bad manager.

Yet you said :" 一个凶的妈妈通常都是一个好妈妈"

You said that's why you choose me.

You said you didn't choose the wrong one.

You said you won't choose me if my staff's happy when I'm leaving.

You looked happy to see me, yet look worry and sorry at the same time. Because you felt that you had made me miserable.

You asked what will I do later? After work.

Dinner with bf. Home. I said.

Any plan. No, I said.

You asked me out. After 9pm. You said we had one hour to date. After you send your family back after 8pm.

You asked me to notify you whether I can, or can't.

You said we can go out. Drive here and there. Or maybe park somewhere and talk.

I don't know. I want to go.

At the same time. I wanna punish you for mentioned about you being with your family. Even though I understand. I still upset. So I won't go out with you. I won't text you. I would let you wait. Just like you let me wait.

I hate you. And I love you. That's how it works.

You're sweet talks again. You mentioned you only sweet talks to me. Because I'm your lover.

I wish we were lover before and now, we are husband and wife.

I said you don't know me. You said you had known me for ten years, but only now have chance to meet me.

I'm sorry, but I love you. I said yesterday - 19th Feb 2016.

I want to taste your lips so much I felt hurt.

As you said, our desire to each other is so strong we can't ignore it. Our connection, our bond, is unbelievable.

I'm sorry. I can't help but falling in love with you.

20th Feb 2016.

Your Touch. Your hands.

We're out for breakfast today.

You only hold hands with me in the car.

I believe you're worry we may get caught.

We have dinner together.

You were touching me most of the time.

I love you.

Brushing your hand on my thigh. My arms. And smiled.

I always love your smile.

I will never stop hoping.

I love you and you love me just like the way I wish and do.

You took picture of my IC. Then mentioned that I was pretty. You like me. But I'm not sure whether you love me??

I want to have more time with you.

I just couldn't.

I love your hands. Big hands holding my small hands.

Today was 19th Feb 2016.

The Apartment

I never thought I would have a chance to enter that apartment.

Yet thanks to you. I'd been there yesterday.

I didn't managed to get the accurate answer from you. You never tell me whether the apartment belong to you or you just rents it for working purpose.

Yet you brought me there.

Yes, we have a date again. Yesterday. After I came back from Samarindah. I'm not supposed to meet you. But I wanted to. I miss you so bad and I missed your touch and kisses.

So I parked my car in Vivacity Megamall. And you brought me there in your car.

Once enter the apartment, you open up the glass door towards the balcony. I standed there. You approached from behind. Hugged me from behind. And kissed me as well.

I love the feeling when you do so. You kissed me. So passionately. Like we're some sort of true love. Like... we won't be able to be torn apart since then. 

You're pointing to far away mountains. Then you showed me which one is Mount Santubong, which one is Mount Kiding, as well as some named Penrissen but I could not recalled it back right, now. 

We moved into the living room afterwards. We talked for hours. You're kissing me once in a while. Teasing me. We had some hugging and your touch is hard to resist. But I still manage to push you away. I don't want to involve so much. Because it will only make me hurt more.

But honestly I love everything you did.

I love your smile. I love it when you smile at me.

I love it when you stares and smile.

I love it when you stare at me so passionately I would have thought I get it wrong. But it was not wrong. Wrong feels so right, you get it?

We didn't hold hands when we left.

While waiting for the lift, you hold me suddenly and kissed my head. Forehead. And hold me close. I can see our reflection on the glass. I looked at us. You're so tall and I was short, yet just perfectly fit into each other cuddle. I love you but I can't admit it.

I admitted I miss you though.

We holds hand in the car. Never wanting to let go. Your hands sweat easily. You sent me back to the mall. 

You parked you car opposite mine. Then you started to look around, looking for CCTV and whoever pass by. When you're sure there is No one. Your kissing start again.

We were kissing in the public again. In the parking lot. I can't believed it. I just let it happens.

I told you about my employer. Then I cried. You were listening and staring at me sadly. You understand how I feel. 

Then I confessed how I felt about you. Why I decided to join you. I told you I will never regret doing what we're doing now. 

Then we're staring at each other. Until I can't hold it anymore. I kissed you. For the first time. 

I should have say. But it's no use at all bow. Now that you belongs to her. You attached to her. 

How I wish.

Today was 18th Feb 2016.

So We Kissed

I know I'm not supposed to go. But my heart told me I will regret for the rest of my life if I didn't go. I will lose you even faster if I reject our first date now.

I read your text first thing in the morning. You asked whether I had my breakfast. And asked what time to meet up later. You asked for home address.

I'm not supposed to tell you but I did. Because I don't wanna drive. And I wanna spend more time with you in your car. I wanna be around you.

You brought me to Jade Pot Tea House.Then you drive with no destination on the road. Then you brought me to 7th Mile. Said you're looking for Tea C Peng. When I said I don't wanna drink. You change our destination. You bring me to Bau. We drive and stop at Tasik Biru.

On the way to Bau, you did something that makes my heartbeats skip so fast. You hold my hand. Just like a lover. Like I'm belongs to you. You hold it, then you said why am I sweating, I said you're the one, not me. I'm thrilled, happy and nervous at the same time. I love you for that. You hold for a while. You released it. You smiled. I smiled.

We went back to Kuching when he called. I told him I'm with friend. He said it's ok. Then we go Damai Beach. We'd been holding hands in he car since then. I didn't let go. You didn't let go as well.

When we reached Damai beach, we're holding hands towards the beach. When I stopped, you standed behind and started to hold me from behind. You hugged me. OMG. I never expects that coming. Then you started to kiss from behind. You kissed my ear, neck. And my oh my, you missed me when I turned around to look at you. You kissed my lips.

That's how it begin. You hold me closer. You just can't stop. It happened so fast. I kissed you back. And I can feel your tongue.

I love your aggressive kiss.

Today was a fairy tale. 17th Feb 2016.

You lectured me a lot. You promoted your journey, and requested me to join you. You said you need me and you believed in me. You said you wanna see how successful I'm gonna be.

Love is Kiss.

First Date 16th Feb 2016

So it began with you asking for my candidates listing.

You said hi. Then asking for help.

I said I would help. And I did.

When you asked me how am I gonna pass it to you, I believed you already have the answer and you want me that way.

I purposely said either I will pass to next door or you send your staff here.

Neither one of my answer satisfy you. You later said that you will get it yourself.

And us to have tea time together. 545pm are you free. You asked.

I was so nervous before I hang out with you. I was shaken until I can't have myself a proper meal. I can't focus. I can't sit still. What had you done to me?

I don't know whether or not to meet you. But I did. I'm so glad I did.

You're there. Smiling all the way.

You looked happy. Even though you looked tired At the same time. You cut your hair. You're so smart I can't took my eyes off you.

I was running to the counter when you suddenly appeared in our entrance. You smiled. You waved. I can't smile. Not feeling well after running. They said you should not run after meal. Now I get it. Luckily it wasn't long until I recovered.

You said you had interview. You said you will call me once you're done. You said you will have half hour date with me then. When I said I can't really go out after 6.30pm.

I don't know what time you're here. You came when I was displaying the books. You came and you smiled. I was so nervous I can't smile as normal at you.

But everything was great. When we walked together. When we left together and headed downstairs. I said I never been there yet. You said let's go. So there we were. Sitting in your Library Cafe. You asked whether I want any food. No thanks I said. I'm done eating. Actually I was so nervous I don't think I can have proper meal with you. Haha.

You're talkative. You shared a lot of thing with me. You smiled and laughed. You, are, just, too, cute. OMG. We sitting next to each other. Not opposite to each other. You told me what happened in your store. What had you been doing that makes you so tired, exhausted and numb.

We talked about staffing, about your manager; I told you about my background. About what I'd been through.

You mentioned your manager is weird. He doesn't celebrate much whatever festive. Then I said :"不爱回家的男人".

You stared at me and smiled. Oh no....I'm not referring to you. Hahaha...sorry.

You did flirting with me. I can only blushed and laughed. You're funny at the same time. So I don't feel awkward at all.

We're about to meet again. Tomorrow.

I left after don't know how many minutes passed. But it was definitely pass more than 30 minutes.

You followed me up, you said you're leaving.

But you're not.

You were following me towards my store.

Then we started our conversations again, this time, in MPH. From shelves to shelves.

I said I can't stay too long in one place, CCTV is watching. No, that's not the real reason.

You were talking. A lot. But we're happy, with each other companion.

You loved teasing. You were happy. You have that stupid yet funny kind of smiley face all the time.

So that's how you stolen my heart away. You just know what to say and what to do. You just there.

I saw You. You saw Me.

I don't have a chance at all to wave hi and smile at you today.

Finally I'm back to work.

And I really miss seeing you during my CNY holidays.

Finally I'm back to work. But I don't have a chance to see you. To look at you. To smile at you. To talk to you.

I think I saw you. You're paying your ticket, with a woman.

That's should have been you. It was you, right.

You didn't say hi.

I try to tell myself you're busy.

I try to convince myself you're busy.

I don't know.

I wish you will drop by. Even for five minutes.

I though you would drop by.

Since you said you would catch up with me today.

Since you keep saying you missed me when I'm not around. Since you said so. But you didn't proved it.

I hate you for that.

You supposed to drop by.

I miss you.

I was laughing with West in the cashier counter. When I suddenly turned and saw you. You were walking towards us, heading to your store. I didn't waved hi or smile. I pretend I didn't see you. I keep laughing with West.

I hate you. Because I thought you would come today.

You didn't.

You didn't text as well.

I don't know what should I do.

I'm lost.

I can't focus.

I miss you.

Again. I hate that I miss you.

15.2.2016

I Hate it When I miss You

You said you missed me.

" I miss seeing you around"

"I miss your presence"

I miss you.

I do too.

I Hate it I when I have the same feeling.

I Hate it I when I'm waiting.

I'm waiting for you.

I'm waiting for your news.

I'm waiting for your text.

I'm waiting for What you may say today.

What would be our topic today.

I knew you were married.

I'm glad you admitted you're attached.

I'm glad yet I'm sad at the same time.

I'm glad because you're honest with me.

I'm sad because you will never be mine.

You said what you wanna said.

You said what I thought I may say but never did.

You said it out loud. I hide it all away.

I'm coward. You're brave.

We are from different world.

I wonder do you love her?

I wonder even though I already know the answer.

I hate that I already have the answer but still wish the answer is not true. But it is true.

I don't ask you silly question. I know it definitely will hurt me.

I just wish.

I wish.

I know we are late.

I hate it because we are late.

I wonder why God put us together.

I wonder what kind of test is this.

I wonder what God wanna tells me.

I wonder why He leads us here.

I wonder why you called me your girl.

I wonder why you called yourself my man.

I know the answer but I still hoping.

Hoping for what I'm not sure. Hoping for miracle that may makes thing turns ugly?

I hate that you come close.

I hate that you admitted what you had in mind so freely.

You only makes me hope for more.

Which is dangerous.

Which is fire.

You can play with fire but don't get yourself burn.

You said.

How am I supposed to do that. When I already fall in love with you.

I Hate it When I fall for you so easily.

1981. 35 years old.

You confessed. On 12th Feb 2016.

You broke my heart.

I Wonder

I'm pretty curious. Seriously.

What do you have in mind when you said those words.

How do you actually feel when you said those words.

Please don't because I'm a pretty girl.

Don't flirt because I'm a pretty girl.

Don't sweet talk to me just because you think a pretty girl deserves to hear such compliments All the times.

Please don't.

Why did you do that? What makes you think you could do that,? What makes you think you could said that to me?

I know I should have never text you first. When you never texted me first most of the time.

Today was exception though. When you texted me first when I didn't replied at all.

I almost gives up you know. I had given up actually.

When you started to text me back first. This Noon. I was so surprised. Was thrilled as well. Was shocked. Was excited. Whatever you named It. Whatever you called it. You made me feels good.

Yes I did it again. I texted you and wished you Happy CNY after the fireworks done. Before I went to bed. You didn't reply on time. I should have known. I know it all along. You never replies on the spot most of the time. Unless you're working.

I was kind of surprised though. Because you were working today.

I woke up and received a CNY wishes from you. Where you promoted about your outlet again. I hate that. So I leave it empty with no replies. I hate it when you don't know how to start a new conversation besides the promoting part.

That was 7.00am something.

Somehow good thing don't just ends there, though. Thank Goodness.

You texted me in the noon.

Asking am I celebrating CNY in Kuching. And told me that my staffs miss me very much.

I told you I was not in Kuching. Never minds that they miss me, they will see me soon. Since they are coming tonight.

Then you asked how can they visit me if I'm not in Kuching.

I told you they know how to find me when they miss me.

Then you said something real sweet yet dangerously weird as well to me :"Haha. I miss you but I can't find you."

Oh my oh my oh my oh my oh my!!!!

What the heck is that???

Ok. Your words make me blush. I told you I won't be available til 15th.

Then you said "Aihyor. Gonna miss you so much. 15th is very long time."

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

You really are flirting with me!!!

Ok.That was super weird. You are dangerous.

I wondered what you have in mind.

I wondered where do you keep me in your mind.

I wondered what is actually happening to your mind.

I wonder.

I still am.

Now.

Today is 8th February 2016.

Your Invitation

So I received your invitation kind of text via WhatsApp yesterday.

Just as you pormised.

Just as usual when you promote your outlet. And now another of yours is opening.

The formality that made me annoying. Even though at The same time I was kind of thrilled. I thought maybe this could be another situation when we get a chance to have some conversation.

But sorry Honey.

It's not working.

It will never be.

Just as usual.

I guess you're the hard type.

Or maybe you're the loyal type of gentleman.

When you won't do anything to break your wife's heart.

I guess.

You just scare you may break the rules.

I'm scared too

So there we are.

I said Thank you for inviting.

You said thanks for my compliments on your new store.

So, the end.

遇见 微笑 挥手 握手 再见

我看到你走了。手里拿着一些东西
离开了。

我看见你来了。迎面走着来。我也知道你看到我了。我却转身离开。眼睛对上了。可是我装着没看到。是在打电话，却装着因为电话而忙，而烦。我可没在烦呢。我走了。你走了。

后来遇见了。上洗手间的时候，你从里面出来了。

嗨。嗨。你好忙哦。对啊。我说。你说。

到底我们都在赶什么。从没好好停下来说话。我也不懂。你是很忙。我却在装忙。

反正 就算 停下来，我们也没什么好聊的 对吧。

反正。

毕竟是两个世界不同的人。

反正。

我们能聊的还是只有你的店，我的店。

反正。

后来，以为再也不会有机会见面了。

后来，以为你回去而我来不及跟你说我收工了。

后来，想说既然觉得你特别，那就送你一些东西吧。

后来，就想到了要送你我们的日历。

后来，我拿了一本，送到你店里，交给了你的工人。想说，给个惊喜也好，反正你不在。不会再见到你。

后来，没想到的是，你来了。

你回来了。

我转身朝着电梯那儿走去的那一刻。

你迎面走来了。

终于我们又见面了。

终于我可以正式地告别了。

你看到我是有点吓到了可能没想到会再次遇到吧。

你挥手了。

我不只是挥手。我也停下脚步了。

跟你说我收工了。我放假了。

你突然问我星期五有在吗。还在古晋吗。

我说没有。
你说楼下的店开张了。

真快。我说。

你说你会WhatsApp我。

你说你也不懂几点会开。

我笑了，说怎么连你自己也不懂。

我说再看情况吧。我只有星期六才会下来，因为要去机场接载姐姐。

你边点头边叫我去。还说楼下的有三明治。

我说不能确定。应该不会。因为家里很忙。

说真的我们的话题好无聊。

我有点讨厌我们每次 见面的 话题。都是你在请我去你的店。说穿了你就是在为自己的店打广告。说穿了，我觉得自己像笨蛋。

你连我过得好不好也 不懂得问。说来说去就是生意。还真是生意头脑白痴。

我们握手了。祝对方新年快乐。

才发现，你的手好大呀。不想放手。你也没有放手的意思。后来我放手了。

请，不要让我抱太大的希望过后，又难过的恨自己是花痴好不好。

所以既然是自己主动也是该由自己来主动离开。毕竟是自己自作多情。

那时候我看到你了。你在讲电话。你看过来了。

我从很远就发现了。你在向着我们。当我们偷偷去抓蛇，还偷偷买了口红回来的时候。

我知道你有看到我的。

就像我有看到你 一样。

就像我老是装着没看到一样，你也装着忙着打电话。然后稍微转身，把脸别过去。

当我接近门口时，你脸朝另一个方向。

就是不看我。

不看我。

因为怕自己也产生那傻瓜的喜欢吗? 担心自己的脑子不听使唤，心变乱闯吗？

还是因为怕越看越久越舍不得把视线移走？ 怕一旦这种事发生，就会有难以解释的情况出现？

就好像，偷偷喜欢，偷偷暗恋，或是偷偷要求更多？

感情嘛。就是如此让人担忧却开心。

会想我吧？

请你，想我吧。

店开张了之后，请不要当我是隔壁邻居而已。请不要微笑挥手而已。

我们做朋友聊天吧。

聊一些，不是生意的话题。

请你，想念我吧。在我不在这里的日子了。

谢谢。

今天是二月，四号，2016。

傻瓜

其实，是有点寂寞。

我们这么 地打招呼。

除了挥挥手，还有对对方微笑以外。

真的是有点寂寞。

因为感觉上就真的是纯粹地礼貌对待。因为是邻居。所以要互相尊敬那样。

说真的要到何时呢?

你，又是在怕什么呢?

我的情况，是因为我是女生，总不能我来主动吧。

那你呢？

是内向，还是胆小，或是多余的小心翼翼?

还是因为其实你 也喜欢我，怕自己控制不住不小心犯错了，后来得罪了不该得罪的人?

你说我漂亮是什么意思？

是礼貌对待，客气话，还是真心话？

今天我没注意时间。我更不知道你来了。

从厕所出来时看到你了。你的侧面，还是该说你的背影？

你在Maxis Centre。

高高挺直的身段。非常好看。我什么时候开始觉得你好看的，说实在话我不记得了。

我看到你了。

后来，我留在店里，故意就留在前面。就为了等你。说不定可以见到你。

我跟她有说有笑。

突然，身后有人咳嗽很大声。

是吓到了。 也是怕可能是你。

所以转身了。

还真是你。你走过了。是走过了，但你也望进来了。你看到我。你看着我。你笑了。你挥挥手。

还真是你。至少今天又对上眼了。我也微笑了。我也招手了。

你就这样回去自己的店里了。

我们什么话都没说。我们都是傻瓜。

会想我吧？

想了过后，会想见我吧？

Cheerful and Pretty Manager

Hey.

You were there. You were passing by.

In front of my store.

I was there. In the counter. And you know it, because you saw it.

You didn't look directly towards our store. You took a glimpse and I know you saw me there. That's why you're not dare to look straight into my counter.

Are you scares that I actually know and realized you're looking at me?

You're talking with someone.

Then you left and headed to the washroom.

I thought you're leaving. Since you always visits your store just for a couples minutes.

But then you turned right. Good. I wanted to go to the washroom too. I'd been holding on for quite long.

When I was out, you were there, walking towards my direction. With a lady. I don't know how she looked like. Because I was looking at you.

I waved and smiled. As usual. You waved back and hi. Smiling too. She wore super formal. Like a lady president. But still I don't how she looked like. And who was she?

I know this time you definitely left. Because you turned left. I figured that out. You're either parking on P4 or P3. And you turned left. Towards the staircase to the parking lot.

No worries will meet you by surprise in your store. I visited your store and bought coffee for my staff. And Choc Chic Slush for myself.

I WhatsApp you. Again. Today.

After two days we do not meet each other. I'm not sure are you waiting to meet me again. Are you missing to meet me again. I'm not sure But I can't wait to go to work everyday now. Just to look at you.

I'm not sure how you felt. But I guess God listens to my praying. Listen to my wishes. Answering my wishes. I met you twice today. And talked to you in WhatsApp. Again.

Again. The chances to talk to you happens when I visited my old outlet. MPH The Spring.

Your parcels were there. They sent it to MPH The Spring instead. So I brought it back to Vivacity. And informed you.

You said thank you. And you said you owed me coffee.

I said I sent it to you and your staff were happy to meet me again.

Here's how you answered me:"Haha. They are always happy to see such a cheerful and pretty manager."

Wow. That was nice. That was a compliment. From you. And a confession. Can I called it a confession???

You just called Cheerful and Pretty Manager.

Wow!!

But hey. Tell you what. They were smiling and greeting me nicely. But actually I'm not sure they were happy to see me again. I just made it up. Didn't mean to. Just wanted to know how are you gonna cope With it. When I was there but you're not there.

I never expect this though. You just gave compliments so straightforwardly.

You called me nice as well. For giving free treat to my resigned staff.

I don't know how to answer that. So I left the conversation goes ends.

I figured out you're too business type of guy when it comes to conversation. I somehow find that it may be hard to become best friend with you. Because you always treats me as the next door neighbor only. Nothing more than that. You makes it too obvious. That I'm just the next door neighbor that you want to pay your respect. Just that you just admitted that I'm one of the pretty next door neighbor. That's all.

So I left. The conversation goes empty. There's nothing more I can say. You'd just proved it that you're not interested. Even though You found me pretty. You just not that into me.

If you do. You should have come by now.

Would you come by tomorrow? Please do. Or we left Wednesday to meet other until 15th Feb.