Are you Worry?

I saw You actually.

When I came out from my back office.

I was just completed some of the documents. And while waiting for Aida, I went out to shopfloor.

I'm glad I did it.

I guess God really put us together.

Because you didn't text me not inform me at all, I do not know you will come. Since you said you're with your family today.

But then there you were. And I was here. Looking at your back. One glance is enough to tell me that's you. You were talking on the phone. With your back face to me. I didn't go to you. As I know you definitely will come close.

So I pretend I have something to check on, in the help desk. I entered our help desk counter. Sat there, faced the PC and pretend to check on my email. Then there you were. Stands on my right side, stared at me. I'm not sure was It you? Or maybe I'm sure enough it's you. You were checking on me.

I turned to you. Was a bit shocked, yet I know you were there. But it happened pretty fast. And I was smiling you. You're smiling back at me.

You are so beautiful.

So handsome.

So smart. The way you dress. Yellowish type of white. Yet suit enough for you.

Then you came to my front. Lean on the counter and asked how was I doing.

I asked what do you want.

You said just to check on me. To see how's everything going on with me here.

I smiled. You smiled.

I'm happy you're here.

I'm upset though because I want To hold you so badly but I can't.

I told you what happened. About my staff's crying. About actually I thought I was a bad manager.

Yet you said :" 一个凶的妈妈通常都是一个好妈妈"

You said that's why you choose me.

You said you didn't choose the wrong one.

You said you won't choose me if my staff's happy when I'm leaving.

You looked happy to see me, yet look worry and sorry at the same time. Because you felt that you had made me miserable.

You asked what will I do later? After work.

Dinner with bf. Home. I said.

Any plan. No, I said.

You asked me out. After 9pm. You said we had one hour to date. After you send your family back after 8pm.

You asked me to notify you whether I can, or can't.

You said we can go out. Drive here and there. Or maybe park somewhere and talk.

I don't know. I want to go.

At the same time. I wanna punish you for mentioned about you being with your family. Even though I understand. I still upset. So I won't go out with you. I won't text you. I would let you wait. Just like you let me wait.

I hate you. And I love you. That's how it works.

You're sweet talks again. You mentioned you only sweet talks to me. Because I'm your lover.

I wish we were lover before and now, we are husband and wife.

I said you don't know me. You said you had known me for ten years, but only now have chance to meet me.

I'm sorry, but I love you. I said yesterday - 19th Feb 2016.

I want to taste your lips so much I felt hurt.

As you said, our desire to each other is so strong we can't ignore it. Our connection, our bond, is unbelievable.

I'm sorry. I can't help but falling in love with you.

20th Feb 2016.