I Wonder

I'm pretty curious. Seriously.

What do you have in mind when you said those words.

How do you actually feel when you said those words.

Please don't because I'm a pretty girl.

Don't flirt because I'm a pretty girl.

Don't sweet talk to me just because you think a pretty girl deserves to hear such compliments All the times.

Please don't.

Why did you do that? What makes you think you could do that,? What makes you think you could said that to me?

I know I should have never text you first. When you never texted me first most of the time.

Today was exception though. When you texted me first when I didn't replied at all.

I almost gives up you know. I had given up actually.

When you started to text me back first. This Noon. I was so surprised. Was thrilled as well. Was shocked. Was excited. Whatever you named It. Whatever you called it. You made me feels good.

Yes I did it again. I texted you and wished you Happy CNY after the fireworks done. Before I went to bed. You didn't reply on time. I should have known. I know it all along. You never replies on the spot most of the time. Unless you're working.

I was kind of surprised though. Because you were working today.

I woke up and received a CNY wishes from you. Where you promoted about your outlet again. I hate that. So I leave it empty with no replies. I hate it when you don't know how to start a new conversation besides the promoting part.

That was 7.00am something.

Somehow good thing don't just ends there, though. Thank Goodness.

You texted me in the noon.

Asking am I celebrating CNY in Kuching. And told me that my staffs miss me very much.

I told you I was not in Kuching. Never minds that they miss me, they will see me soon. Since they are coming tonight.

Then you asked how can they visit me if I'm not in Kuching.

I told you they know how to find me when they miss me.

Then you said something real sweet yet dangerously weird as well to me :"Haha. I miss you but I can't find you."

Oh my oh my oh my oh my oh my!!!!

What the heck is that???

Ok. Your words make me blush. I told you I won't be available til 15th.

Then you said "Aihyor. Gonna miss you so much. 15th is very long time."

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

You really are flirting with me!!!

Ok.That was super weird. You are dangerous.

I wondered what you have in mind.

I wondered where do you keep me in your mind.

I wondered what is actually happening to your mind.

I wonder.

I still am.

Now.

Today is 8th February 2016.