一半

I almost sing this song after what had happened last Saturday night & Sunday Morning. But luckily I did not. He almost left me. Packed all his belongings and step out the doorway. Want me to take care of myself and give me a last embrace.

Everything happen in a blink of eyes. And the eight years that we spent together, will gone.

But， fortunately. It did not happen. I can't stand it, if he leave.

He sang this song every time the radio put it on. He likes it very much. I asked him, are you heart broken or something. No. He said.

Because of him. I like the song too.

I almost hate 'cause of celebrating Valentine's this year. We never had celebrated Valentine's even though we had been together for, eight years. Yeah, on the eighth year only we celebrated, had a one day vacation, out to the beach. And I almost blamed for celebrating it, is like a curse, which almost break us up.

Again, fortunately. It did not happen. He should not leave me. We love each other more than anyone else.

Hear the song, it sounds like this :

喝酒的伴 一起看电影的伴
早午晚餐的那个伴
朋友不能留得太晚
明天要上班
唱K的伴 一起去旅行的伴
听懂我的笑话的伴
我的生活 只差那个人就美满
快乐剩一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
节日却提醒我孤单
没有想法 有想法又能怎样
只能写部落格整晚
几个留言安慰不了 心里的遗憾
没有负担 原来也是种负担
自由多得让人心慌
你羡慕我 那要不要跟我交换
快乐剩一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享 幸福就只剩一半
别来提醒 我多孤单
快乐剩一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
没人知道我多孤单

If you left me. I probably will die. For a day? A month? Maybe a year.
I don't know how long I will stand up again. I told Nelson : “我想我有一段时间站不起来吧。” And that's true.

We talked about marriage. Talked about kids. Talked about future.

And I don't want anyone, who's out of this, to disturb and destroy us.

And if you leave, then I will be half, imperfect, incomplete.

Just as you said : “没有你，就没有我。”