Hush Hush

I felt like an idiot.

Every time when am expecting you could do something for me. Oh yeah, maybe I didn't do anything for you so you thought you don't have to do anything for me as well?

I felt betrayal.

and disgust.

Maybe it would be better if I start everything with zero.

Erase the past. Delete the friendship. Delete the relationship.

Why should I love you all then? When what I get in the end is ignorance from you?
Betrayal? and pain?

I don't deserve this. And you don't deserve my love as well.

This year is suck.

And stay away from me. I won't feel touch anymore when you say you love me. Not anymore.

One by one. A to Z.

I'm deleting you. Friend? Best friend? Boy friend? Girl friend?

It should be better is I am alone now.

What childhood friend? What high school couple? Is all shit.

Hush Hush. AND shut up.

AM better off without you.

Past is memories. Was it sweet? Not anymore.