Sometimes, I just hate to see that you hit "LIKE" on the page I shared.
Is not that I personally have hatred on you. But it was because that, I'm kind of happy to know that you're somewhere out there, reading or maybe just browsing on my page. And of course, is because of, it reminds me that, you're my very first crush, even though I never sure that you ever aware of that.
You even comment on my photo with him. I'm not surprise but a bit surprise (honestly) if you ask. You always aware I was with him since high school, even though I never knew so well about whose you going out with or hanging out with that time. Because we live in the same small town, and study in the same old school. News spread around fast and when I first couple up with him, even if we never talk face to face after we separate for the first time on age 13, I knew you knew about us. And I knew you never jealous about it, as you never knew(or maybe you already knew, but you just don't care) that I had always lock my eyes on you, and it was hard to ignore the fact that I was kind of annoy by you when you date with the girl who is older than you, as I know you deserve better than that. And now, your girl was a little girl friend, younger than us a few years, not sure does she even know what love meant or not, but there she is, lucky I said, because she has you to have crush back on her. But hey, don't get me wrong, is not that I still wish to have you as my whatsoever lover, I'm over it now you know. Which in fact, I seriously get over you a long time ago, when I first know that I love my present bf.
Yet, I was still surprise to see you "LIKE" or comment on my FB, because I don't think you even dare to talk to me if I ever come across with you. Do you dare? Talk to me? Or even say, like "Hi" ?? I bet you, don't.
Monday, September 10, 2012
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