Love

If you ask me, am I happy with my relationship that I had with my boyfriend now. I will say yes. But then again, if you ask me, did I find my true love yet? I will confuse. And tell you that I don’t know.

          What is true love anyway? The song I hear right now sound like this “I knew I love you before I met you”. Will I have a change to feel in such a way? Will I find my true love one day? Will I love him before I meet him? Will he love me the way I love him?

          There is so much to ask, so much to know, about love. Because there is so much answers that you could get from when you ask other about it. I love the song sang by Savage Garden, as their song sound so sweet and make you feel like even miracle could happen in your love.

          Now, the only thing I know about love is that, it makes you smile, weep, scream like hell, pain like cutting and bleed. The day you learn to love other, is actually the day you learn how to face with yourself, love yourself and accept yourself. Do you agree with this? When you have a person to love, you started to learn how to miss them, care about them, looking for them and even waiting for them. There is so much to know about love, because, LOVE IS A LESSON.

I once saw, people who cried for love. They did it when they felt touch, hurt, over happy or even disappointed & depressed. I did cry for love too. When I had been dump, by a man, who I thought, he loved me just the way I did for him. I laugh and SMILE too, when I feel the love is around me and surely it can cheer me up.

          Just like the other, I am now still looking for true love. I don’t know what it is. And honestly again, I don’t know how does it approach our life. They said, when love come, everything you eat will be sweet, even if it is just a plain bun, with nothing inside; they said, when love come, you will feel a courage come to you from no way; and they even said, when love come, you would smile in your sleep and even sometimes, sleep with tears too.

          I saw love, in my mother’s eyes. She loves my dad, me and all of my family. I saw love in my sister’s eyes too. She loves me and everyone who she thinks she should. I love my dad and mum. But I can’t tell. Is not that I DON’T want to, yet I don’t know how. How should we express our love to other?? How are you going to define love to other? How to show it to other? There is so much to do to show it anyway. We could do so by helping them. Give them a helping hand when they call for help. Be there for them when they need a shoulder to cry on.

          LOVE IS A PROCESS. It could get started; then it will end (will it be a happy ending or a grief ness ending). It comes and goes. It could start from the first moment we meet with someone new (a customer to our restaurant could also be our next beloved). It could start from the first glance we made to a person who is standing in front of us. Love could end in lots of way too. Usually people say love is gone when someone we love dump and left us behind. It could also happen when we dump someone we used to love before for a reason (some people might do it without reason too). They even will use the MOST LAMP reason as their explanation (which, actually, is an excuse for being blamed).

People put love as their dreams, aims or hopes. Love comes in no way. But we could feel it in our heart. In which, this means, LOVE IS A FEELING. Love is a way of to happiness. We smile and laugh because we fall in love with the right one. We down and weep when we feel we fall in love with the wrong one. Love brings emotions to our life. It leads us to taste the different flavor of life in this world. Bitter (grief), sweet (happy), sour (jealous), and spicy (hot and angry). 

Love makes a person beautiful. They thought they're such a mess, such a disaster, but with the love one stood beside them and give them support, they feel worth it. They won't feel lost anymore 'cause there's someone who would hold on still for them when they fall. They won't be lonely 'cause someone will always brings laughter to their life.

Love is great. Is pure. Is innocence. Is a miracle. Is amazing.

Everyone is looking for true love. Happy endings will always the most important thing to foresee in love. But who will be the prince? Or the princess in the end of the story? Could I write my own fairy tale? My own story? Could I choose whom I would love to go with?

I don't know........