Continued....

Sorry....this is the second time....

I said it was the second time, because I did the same thing again. I let it go again. The first time was on...hmmm...can't remember the year. But I let it go when I found out he's lying to me. Just like you did. I don't know why he chose to lie. All I know is, when a guy has a gal beside him, for sure he won't look at you CLEARLY or SERIOUSLY. Another reason is, I really really DONT want to mess thing up.

I was sitting inside the car for the whole day(almost the whole day).When my brother in law went to different bank to do(unsure what is it all about) different thing. Luckily I brouhgt my book and pen together. Yeah, luckily. I dont really feel want to talk. Maybe is due to I had a very tiring(both mental and physical) weekends. Maybe is due to I choose to let go. Orange's fiction. The fiction which could talk to me. I have it in my hand today, the whole day. I was tired. But I still went out with my family. Should spend some time with family(no matter what/how you feel on that particular day).

The car that passing by, really, bring me down to hell. Mood, I mean. We're in the same city. But we're so far away.

How many people choose to shut up when they could just yell out loud and clear?

Is not easy.

Sometimes, I would ask myself, "If not now?When?" Or "What about now?" Or "Why not?"

The answer is, I JUST CANT.

When you know you could just turn up and hurt another people, then do you still dare to proceed? Sound like, hey...all you need is courages. Hmm....I don't think so. What? Dare enough to hurt other? I rather hurt myself than hurt other.

Love is there.

Love without words. How many people choose to live like this?

I just want to say : " Let go, is another way to love you."

Do you, get it?